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SUGAR PIE HONEY BUNCH.
In the wilderness of danger and beauty.
Jesus LOVES you.
Monday, February 27, 2006
okay sch has started i must say... again. sighs. had a bad start to the day and tot the whole day would be like so screwed up but i prayed and it turned out alrite. im like supposed to finish the 2nd part of my ss sbq and compare and contrast but i dunno how to compare the sources!! wahh! and chinese common test today was.. nevermind.
and you know what? only 2 pple passed amaths common test in my class. mind you, TWO pple. how pro can we get. whatever.. the tchers already regard our class as the worst of the level. they jus don't give us a chance. and not all of us are like slackers kae.. some of us do work hard okay!!! wads the problem... nth is wrong with students taking bio-chem combination okayy.. its just what we choose.. arrggh
everything just seems so unreal now. in other words, fake. trust is like such a BIG word to me now. dun mean anything but.. somehow.. ahhh i dunno larh.
just waiting for march holidays and my 4am macdonald's breakfast. yay!
who is that girl i see, staring straight back at me. must there be a secret me im forced to hide? I won't pretend that im someone else though i try. when will my reflection show who i am inside?
Mormor thought at.
9:12 PM
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Friday, February 24, 2006
skinny bum bum fatty bom bom. haha! dunno what im laughing at also... told ya i've been laughing at nth for the past few days and laughing at alot of things for the past few days too including today. how nice
oh finally most of the common tests are over! left just chinese and no nid study one. only nid read newspaper which i dun like cos the newspaper is so dirty and smelly. call me fussy if you want. haha! but im a freak!! i dunno what im talking. and yah so... emaths and lit were okay today.. im gonna get FULL marks for emaths... if i dun make careless mistakes which i have already done so. soo bye bye to that FULL marks. if i ever get full marks for maths arh.. my dad will be dancing around the house which he did just ytd in the room. now i know where i get my crazyness from. XD he was like high?!?! dancing like mad with my brother in the room and i jus gotta comment that his dancing is HORRIBLE. HAHA
still feel like eating chocolates as usual. today in sch.. had the daimler chrysler ( did i spell correctly? ) that dunno what welcome thing.. and when they announce the projects of 203 we cheer so loudly but 201 cheer louder. oops forgot to add the ex-203 and ex-201. haha. could feel the 03 spirit in the air! miss them mann...
yay! its finally the weekends.. i can sleep in... got yp tmr.. dan ss on sun.. dan piano. ): and a whole lot of things to do like hmwk and more studying and packing my room( been doing that since dunno when till now oso havent finish) im supposed to do amaths now but i sneak off to use com. and i dunno how im gonna continue my amaths.. cos lost all the amaths feeling. sigh
been feeling joyful the whole week and i really ought ta thank God for that. =) my throat's seriously gonna burst.. i quit singing. lalalalala
Mormor thought at.
6:49 PM
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Thursday, February 23, 2006
finally its gonna be a friday tmr and left emaths, lit and chinese common test then its back to the regular routine of hmwk.. and sleep and eat and lalalalala. im so gonna fail my bio test. how nice.. what DNA and RNA and protein synthesis. its all driving my brain nuts. and i tink i'll fail hist and ss as well.. dun even know what i was writing.. and im gonna fail english as well.. din haf inspiration to write.. and i CONFIRM fail amaths... cos all the questions on logarithm i dunno how to do. chem i tink still okay but maybe suay suay fail too. and yarh. perhaps i'll fail emaths and lit and chinese as well. oh great! im so gonna fail everything! lets celebrate! wahaha!
im becoming chocolate crazy again this week.. my cravings for choc is like becoming worse by the minute... i want chocolates...... and i'll become a big fat chocolate pig! oh another great thing to celebrate. perhaps its a way i relief stress.. by eating chocs.. haha! nevermind.. and i've been laughing so much the past few days.. laughing at even the slightest things.. and sometimes even laughing to myself. i seriously think i need the mental hospital.
im so living in my own disney world now.. i dunno.. i've been singing so much the past few days too.. all kinds of songs.. disney.. christian ones.. and pop.. and singing till i think my throat wil burst like any moment like this balloon being pricked by the needle and the sharp point is the active site which the substrate ohh great im becoming so bio... HAHA XD
march holidays are coming but i guess there'll be more hmwk. and rehearsals and whatever there is to be done. and next year will be olevels. maybe its a lil early to be thinking abt them but time passes REAL FAST. don't you agree?
tale as old as time song as old as rhyme beauty and the beast.
had a bad dream last nite. to me, it was a bad dream.
Mormor thought at.
9:06 PM
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Tuesday, February 21, 2006
came ta look at the history ppts for tmr's common test but it turned out that the ppts were of no use.. so little content.. haha. and i left my history textbk with emily. oh great.... but anyway the notes are much better. jus hope i dun fail. and my amaths! ahhh!! chap 3!! nvm shall jus try my best. =D haha
common test week.. jus had eng and chem common test today. dunno what on earth i was writing for the eng compo.. and chem i made this stupid careless mistake! Paper chromatography im gonna kill you!! how dumb can i get. kae thank God i finished social studies revision.. left bio and emaths and lit. ahh.. chinese on mon. so can slow down abit. lalalala
cca still goes on as usual.. like why can't they jus cancel it and let us study? haha wait long long... common test seems like an important exam.. its jus a test hello. but it weighs a large percentage for CA so carn afford ta fail or slack. jus hope this week go by quickly.
im getting very old already cause im having aches all over and i feel like my back is gonna break like any moment. im in pain!!!
till then. bye!
Mormor thought at.
9:13 PM
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Friday, February 17, 2006
haha! i finished my history sbq already!! yay!! that gruelling one hour.. trying to figure out what points to type.. hurrr... and finally its done! BUT, i still got social studies essay. ohh myy.. oh myy... can die can die... and i've got to study for ALL the common tests the coming week.. its like ohh myy oh myy.. how am i gonna squeeze in so much revision? ohh myy oh myy... nvm i shall do it i will do it and i can do it (:
playing piano for yp tmr! ahh! i practised but i feel like nvr practise much.. ahh! nvm.. the songs quite okie.. just dat the choices... haha.. chloe! jiu ming arh! hehe.. she's playing tmr too.. with me.. lets hope the choices aren't too difficult. but what m i fretting over? im pro. XD LIKE REAL. haha... and before i 4get, yp tmr! weeee... LOL
cut my hair but apparently it doesnt really seem like its cut. cos i only trimmed and jian bao... soo.. wasted $10. sian.. but well.. got my frinch cut and i look so erm.. retard. haha trying to blog more here... so dat pple reading my blog wont die of boredom. but there's nth really interesting to blog abt unless you wanna know the whole details of me in sch and at home.. and the amount of laughter i give off everyday. how nice if i laughed every sec every min every hour every day every week every month every year every century ( i'll be in heaven liao) haha...
i love seeing little children living in a world of their own knowing nth but jus play sleep eat haf fun.. those innocent days.. sweet and cute... awww.. my brother's so cheeky lah! maturing too fast already.. haha... please slow down boy.. dun grow up too fast.. you'll regret.. oh great now im talking to myself.. but dats nice.. cos i hardly get to.. dats why sometimes i dun talk to pple.. talking to God is much easier too.. anytime anywhere.. He's always there to listen..
and im trying so hard... trying so hard in everything.. hopefully i wont do it by myself but with God's help.. im really trying ... really trying.. trying what? hmm.. dats a secret between God and me. =) wee...
i woke up in the mental hospital.
Mormor thought at.
9:30 PM
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I DUNNO HOW TO DO MY HISTORY COMPARE AND CONTRAST!! AHH!! help!
oh my oh my... how how how.. i dunno how to do... haha nvm... later than do.. XD still got social studies... HAHA i must be totally maad!
today got half-day... haha... so funny.. cause after sch emily nat gekpeng go my house do CME project... dan they all lazy to walk... dan they suggested to take taxi! XD haha! so funny.. kae at that point in time was funny larhh.. =) haha... dun really know what to blog now... cause im talking to elsia.. that poor girl... haha.. get well faster... =) hehe.. and continue dreaming of me kaes... haha.
mann i really dunno what to blog cause im jus blogging for the sake of blogging! wahaha! XD
byee! such a lame post...
Mormor thought at.
6:26 PM
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Wednesday, February 15, 2006
BIG SIGH
Mormor thought at.
9:29 PM
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Tuesday, February 14, 2006
haha! HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO ALL MY LAOPOs and MY FRIENDS!! to my LAOPOs, nat, elsia, emily and i dunno who else larh.. too many to count.. so sorrie i cant spend valentine's day with each one of you larh.. if i spend with one, wait the other jealous.. so i better not spend with anybody.. i shall spend it with homework. XD i rather be dead mann...
so many pple are like into the valentine's day mood... well apparently im not. i also dunno why. dats just me being so idiotic again... losing all sense of feeling day by day.. and someday i'll be feeling-less. how nice... sam's so sweet.. bought me chocolates ta eat. =) haha...
so much homework and so many projects undone.. arhhh.. when will i ever find myself back again?? guess i'll never.. becos.. its jus different... im hurt... and you don't even know... insensitive.. dats all i can say... no not refering to you... ahhh im talking to myself..
why?
Mormor thought at.
7:15 PM
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Friday, February 10, 2006
phews. yet another stressful week has gone past.. time seems to past so fast yet so slow.. was so stressed by lit project.. trying to finish.. well last min work.. darn.. dan had 2 tests this week.. amaths and chinese.. im so gonna fail amaths kae.. ahh nvm. and there was the beauty and the beast auditions ytd.. so stupid.. we were like figuring out what song to sing for the audition dan in the end no nid. jus read a passage. haha! we were nervous anyway.. waited so long lah.. din really wanna go at 1st.. but for choir members was compulsory. and they said attendance was taken but i din see any attendance book anywhere.. soo.. was it taken?? haha
and olevel results release today.. whatever it is just give thanks yarh? you did your best so let God handle the rest! yup! =)
i feel so hardworking today.. i actually finished my eng vocab bk and amaths. haha! and usually on fridays i dun do hmwk till like at nite.. or do halfway.. hee.. but try ta finish asap dan can enjoy my sun! i wanna sleep! jus realise very little 03 pple come tag my board de.. dan i go other 03 pple's blog.. full of tags here and there.. like so lively.. feel so left out. oh whatever.. nobody even noes when im sad or happy.. they dun even care!
tmr yp! another day to get all freshen up again. yays... wish elsia recover liao.. cant wait to see her again! hee..
do i mean so little to you?
Mormor thought at.
9:50 PM
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Wednesday, February 08, 2006
oh yay! I've got the "Just like heaven" dvd!!! Yay!!! =D
its one of the few things dat revived me this week otherwise i'll be all dead. XD
meanwhile waiting to finish lit project.. waiting for my grp members to send.. so sian.. so tired.. chinese test tmr. die. maths test today. die. die die die.
haha kae weekends are coming.. cant wait!!
i'll run away with you
Mormor thought at.
9:42 PM
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Monday, February 06, 2006
im just so super tired. the homework and everything is seriously killing me... arrghh.. doing lit project now so can steal some time to just blog. haha.. really tired larhh.. my whole body is aching.. gonna collapse already...
oh yarh, and thank you all for everything on my surprise b'day party. really appreciate it. =) thank you all for the lovely presents and everything and everything. really thank God for the really wonderful friends all around me! hehex...
some pple are like not okay... and they dowan to tell me why... just why?? its making me not okay as well.. well nevermind.
haha tot i had chicken pox. LOL long story. XD actually not really.. but doubt so larh.. can't afford to miss lessons.. and all the freaking tests are coming up! argh! why why why!!
kae nevermind.. im jus so super tired.. tired of everything.. and why i cant seem to feel like there's somebody there... even though there's somebody there.. i've lost all sense of touch. oh whatever... im as good as dead.
and you dun haf to keep giving me that look because i dun go down for walks with you all because im SO BUSY WITH MY WORK AND IM SO TIRED. CANT YOU JUST UNDERSTAND???
tata.
Mormor thought at.
8:47 PM
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Friday, February 03, 2006
just scold or nag at me all you want larh. i dun care anymore. im jus an eyesore. whatever. misunderstood.
finished my english writing so far ONLY. means i still got chinese, a-maths, lit project and no more. haha i tink* well this weekend not so torturous... at least better... my eyes are soooo swollen... haha..
yay! tmr is yp! and after dat going aunty jo's house. can see von! but eat and eat again.. mann so fat already.. and still eating?? you big fat pig mor! big fat pig! BIG FAT PIG!!! YOU IDIOT MOR!! IM AN IDIOT!! XD
sch's doing a musical, a public performance in july. how nice! and its beauty and the beast! haha and choir gets to do the background singing! and we haf compulsory auditions for the key characters! i wanna be mrs pott! but dunno haf anot. haha! and CO's playing colours of the wind, beauty and the beast and the lionking song for the intervals. how nice! but there'll be loads of practices soo... dats what i dun like abt it. yarhh.. but i tink its kinda cool. haha my tcher commented dat to find a beast in the sch is easy peasy. =) i kinda agree.. haha! no offence XD
kae, better go. arrgh! tata!
Mormor thought at.
10:31 PM
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Thursday, February 02, 2006
phews. finished my history SEQ on lenin, SBQ on rasputin and social structure, ss essay on separation and my eng compo. lucky i managed to find them and squeeze them into my tight schedule. haha! XD and i havent finished my a maths cos some i dunno how to do. how? and i've got chinese for the weekend hmwk. oh how nice! and tests coming up and i really nid ta study for. so what m i here blogging for???!?!?!?! shouldn't i be studying?!?!?! haha im taking a break larh. i seriously need one or else i tink i cant take it anymore... oh whatever...
getting kinda addicted to the polar express the song "when christmas comes". its really nice... (: really nice. and oh yah elsia, you feeling better? haha i called u today but u sleeping lerh. lazy pig... sleep without me. haha! kae so whatever... and jie hope ya okie too.. and everybody who is so stress by sch or anything else. keep going! and i myself need encouragement too.. haha God will help me.
i guess im jus pushing everything aside again for the time being but who cares anyway. kae gtg. cant wait for yp and ss! and can see von this sat too! yay! tata!
Mormor thought at.
9:53 PM
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Saved by Grace, Loved by God
[ Life's sweet and yummy ~*
`Mor,MorMor or Morsha
` I'm a child of God, a very loved one as all children of His are.
`loves God, family, friends, music, chocolates, laughing, having fun, disney, lil kids and mickey's house.
` And i just wish someone would understand the magic of my wonderland.
` I have often dreamed, that my life would be,like a fairytale; A perfect fantasy...
Loves
