SUGAR PIE HONEY BUNCH.
In the wilderness of danger and beauty.
Jesus LOVES you.
Tuesday, January 31, 2006
kae and so fast the 2 days of chinese are over... there're actually 15 days of the lunar new year so we should actually get 15 days of holiday. imagine how wonderful that will be. yeahh.. jus keep dreaming that sch will give us 15 days of holiday. XD and my birthday is over. so fast... a day dat means so much to me became a day i was tormented so badly. oh whatever... insanity is taking over me already. yelps.
and my nephew and family went back today... so sad larh.. im starting to miss him.. dat cute lil boy who does his colgate smile and my bro and him fight for toys and my bro like crybaby.. hahaha so cute lahh... samson and ian. so cute! hehe..
and tomorrow's back to sch.. how sian.. and i still got like uncompleted hmwk.. was doing history essay halfway and maths.. arr dowan to think abt it.. jus makes everything seem so sian. sch would be so dam fun if it weren't for the homework, fierce tchers, boring lessons, long hours in the classroom, cca and all those discouraging comments u get frm tchers and friends... haiz... but life is liddat.. how sian... i seriously tink there's something wrong with me but i dunno whats wrong with me because maybe im oversensitive or overreacting... or im just being so idiotic. i feel so lost and i dunno what to do. i feel like nobody is there to listen except God and everytime i try to tell pple my probs they kinda like change the subject. i mean dats the way i feel and so i jus dun tell anybody. and maybe cos i dun tell anybody its been kept inside for too long dat i forgot abt it but somehow its still there. and i dunno what to do. im jus feeling so tormented. and i dun nid pple's pity either. there's the big problem with me. and i have terrible moodswings at times and maybe im the one at fault. so what on earth is the problem with me? i totally have like no idea. maybe because i seem so crappy and crazy and happy at times dat pple cant see the problems dwelling in me cos i make them seem like nth. but actually they mean smth but i got the "don't care" attitude and it isn't really helping at times. i duno what to do. and when im serious pple tink im joking. i dunno what to do..i really dunno. i cannot take it anymore.. its driving me nuts.. perhaps its jus the flesh im trying to satisfy.. or m i really facing these problems and troubled by them? i dun even noe whats the darn problem!!!!
it isnt helping. so im jus wasting my time.
Mormor thought at.
3:45 PM
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Monday, January 30, 2006
haha! thank you thank you and thank you! thank you everybody!!
wahahahaha. feeling quite bored now.. going my aunty's house later.. for dinner.. and im so full larh.. ate pizza for lunch.. and meepok for breakfast.. gonna be a big fat pig mann. how nice rite. and thanks for all the presents! love them!! haha! XD
actually at a lost of what to blog now cos i tink its a very boring day. hahaha.. oh whatever... and yarh. Happy birthday jordan and amalina!! =D
im so bored!!!! haha.. tata!
Mormor thought at.
2:28 PM
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Sunday, January 29, 2006
Here's wishing one and all a very Happy and blessed chinese new year!! haha! its the 1st day of the new year!! all the ang baos start strolling in... and all those new year goodies start going in.. been saving stomach space for all dat.. but turns out that im kinda losing my appetite. =( how sad..
anyway this morning went ta church for morning worship and sunday school. wore my new skirt haha and i tink i look sooo weird. haha whatever! and thanks for the birthday presents! hehe.
tomorrow's my birthday. and im turning fifteen. ohhhhh.. whatever! haha like nth liddat larh.. dunno lehh.. nat not here to celebrate with me.. von dunno can stay over anot.. jie mei sia di theyore all will be doing new year visitations... how sad.... so sian to share your birthday with some festive occasion. not nice at all! haha! nvm..
haha and im feeling so random as usual.. and ian's so cute! my cute lil nephew.. and my bro keep fighting with him for toys. both of them abt same age just dat ian's a few months younger and samson's already an uncle! and me? aunty larh of course. so sad they going back tmrw...
still got homework to do but meanwhile just forget abt it 1st. =D
everything's just sooo.. different. haha duno.. anyway jus enjoy ur new year everybody! and Happy birthday Ms Lim and Raymond!!!
miss
you.
Mormor thought at.
5:57 PM
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Saturday, January 28, 2006
Gong xi fa cai!!! hahahaha! Hong bao na lai!! =D
haha today is chinese new year eve... at yvonne house's now... had reunion dinner.. nice nice. hehe.. and ian is so cute!! My nephew!! so im aunty. XD haha.. abt same age as samson. but younger.. and imagine samson as uncle. haha and samson so noisy larhs. and ian so guai. =) haha..
went ta yp today.. without nat like so weird.. and she wont' be here ta celebrate my b'dae too. cos she in malaysia. =( yupps. so sian... haha.. and everybody left so early today. elsia too.. dan i was so lonely.. mei not there.. jie oso.. anyway managed ta talk to david. havent talked to him for so long already... and he's still so sad.. cheer up kae di?
going church tmr dan after dat mus rush back cos lunch at my house tmr. hehe..
feeling so random now.. feel like listening ta all the sad sad songs.. aww how sad.. nvm tmr will be a better day. i hope.
and happy birthday debbie!! =D
seeya! hugs
Mormor thought at.
10:09 PM
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Tuesday, January 24, 2006
Lead us to a place
Guide us with Your grace
To a place where we'll be safe.
=)
Lord, just give me strength to carry on and walk each step of the way together with You.
and Happy birthday Uncle Kevin and derek!
Mormor thought at.
9:39 PM
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Sunday, January 22, 2006
well had yp yesterday as usual... haha seemed like i could absorb more of God's word during BS yesterday which is good. =) and did the games with nat and faith. hope it was alrite... XD yahh nothing special abt yesterday lah.. like any normal yp days except i got one whole pack of chocs for free! and it was so yummy! managed to save one for my choc buddy.. and gave all out. haha.. and i brought the empty package home.. see if i can find these chocs on the supermarket shelves one day. =D weehee.. chocs rocks!
and today had morning worship and sunday sch. gave out my 3 letters i typed last nite. haha... apparently i was so lazy to write larh. hee. finally got to see jie after like so long?? haha.. and mei.. and sia and di.. yahh.. and jie, my ice princess dvd is still with you hor. XD stayed back for singing practice after ss... i like the song! nice nice... nat sia jie and i doing the parts together with amy mel valerie and dunno who else lah.. stacy played the piano.. and i tink she plays so pro-ly. =) and tink the girls sang very nice. hahahaha. the guys doing the skit and singing.. yupp for the sunday sch anniversary stuff.. and jus found out that jordan shares the same birthday as me! haha i tot his was 31st.. and its like abt one week before i turn 15!! Funky fifteen! wahahaha... anyway its jus gonna be any other normal day... =)
and yupp gonna be another loooonnnng and tiring week at sch again but God bless you all! Stay strong and keep moving on! no matter how tough life gets! if life gets tough get tough on life! haha! where are you...
till then. seeya!
Mormor thought at.
9:05 PM
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Friday, January 20, 2006
heys im back after one week of not blogging and using the com! how pro mann!! hahaz! feel kinda weird using it now.. XD
the week's been rather busy.. sch work and all dat.. having to cope.. and plus cca.. actually cca not dat bad yet.. its the sch work and the whole stuff.. rather hectic.. and my stupid stupid nose has been acting up for like almost the whole week.. got abit of sorethroat, flu and blocked ear now. sianed.. haha but nvm i'll be alrite! keep going mor!! =)
went to watch the "I not stupid too or 2" yesterday.. haha! it was dam nice lah.. its the preview.. anyway the movie's not officially launched yet.. but cos shawn lee from our sch.. dan i tink got privellage. haha! how nice.. and joshua ang came to our sch larh!! dye his hair dan my dm say is pre-matured old age. LOL anyway i tink he looks nicer on tv without dyed hair. =D
the movie was so dam nice kaes.. sat beside nat.. dan emily sat beside nat.. i was like laughing all the way larh!! so super funny!! and very very very *emphasize* VERY touching. i was like trying to hold back my tears cos i only had one piece of tissue paper left but cannot lah.. ahah so borrow from other pple. Nat cried so much lah.. dan the malay girls sitting beside us crying also.. emily trying not to cry oso started crying. haha.. dan the whole cinema is either laughing or pple sniffing away.. =D
anyway its a really good show lah.. teaches a few values and stuff.. so if you have the chance to watch go ahead!! its really worth it.. and oh yah, bring more tissue paper if you go. hehe. =)
kaes this weekend as usual got homework.. =(
1. Literature ( i finished it this afternoon!! )
2. 2 chinese essays. ( finished one already)
3. History essay ( deadline on 3rd feb)
4. Social studies essay ( same deadline )
5. Bio practical
6. got that stupid chinese book test on thurs. argh nid to read.
7. CME (bwaahhaha)
8. Read up maths.
got anymore? haha cant rmb lerhs.. oh yah.. still nid practise my piano and do theory. haix..
anyway tmr is saturday!! YP!! wee! can see all my jie mei di! and my laopo!! and you! hahahaha!
so lame! cool man! whatever!! haha!
nite nite! oh yah! Happy birthday Aunty Akiko and Janne!
Mormor thought at.
8:55 PM
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Friday, January 13, 2006
its homework fiesta!!! wahahahahhaa. i mus be totally mad. cos we really haf ALOT ALOT of homework this weekend. can go and peep at emily's blog and see the list of hmwk we've got. arghh!
1. History ws and essay
2. social studies worksheets
3. chinese bao zhang bao dao
4. bio practical
5. e-maths worksheets
6. a-maths ex 2B and worksheet
7. english activity book
8. theory
9. Literature project
10. chinese textbook activity
and the rest i cannot rmb already. ahhhhh!!!!! this is madness!!!!! XD
but nvm, i'll pia!! hahaz. so far finished abit of e-maths, social studies and one history worksheet. the rest? wahhh.. got so much more to go!!!!
anyway, sch seems better now.. at least for me.. which is good? haha.. and i actually like felt like having choir practice today larhhs. how weird are things getting.. hahaz.. hopefully i'll be devoted to choir.. XD
oh yes! and today is friday!! unfortunately friday the 13th. haha! and tmr got yp and rfg!! weehee!! and tmr is maria's b'day!!!!!!!!!!! Primitive!! i wont haf time to blog happy b'day tmr so Maria if you're reading: ``* HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY MARIA THE PRIMITIVE GURL!!!! =D
feeling almost high.. tho these few days my nose keeps giving me trouble and im using up so much tissue paper which isnt exactly helping those poor trees out there. im so sorrie. but i can't help it! its my nose!! it wont stop leaking!!
seriously dun wanna sleep early but my eyes are like shutting.. and i need to complete hmwk! haha!
got tons of stuff to do. so tata!
hugz*
Mormor thought at.
10:13 PM
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Wednesday, January 11, 2006
feeling pretty high today. oso no idea.. and emily is feeling low. haha! whatever!! had a great deal of laughing in the com lab today with emily and nat, when we were actually supposed ta be having chemistry lesson?? hahaha! anyway the tcher so blur! XD so laugh!!!!! hahahahahhahahahahaahahahahhahahahahhahahahhaahahhaahhahahahahaahhahahahaha
and Happy birthday daddy!!! the black forest cake was sure yummy! yumms! i can still eat somemore but no more already. =( hahaz.. kaes.. shall stop being such a pig.
sch's been alrite so far.. tho i still dun fully enjoy it with all the hmwk piling up which is causing me severe moodswings which i really dread to haf. and the house is forever so noisy and so is the classroom... i really wonder when i can ever find peace. PEACE!! i really need it.. my ears need a rest. there's like sudden explosion at home at times.. haha! ( actually is when my mum shouts at samson when he is notti ) i need peace!! and quiet!!
haha. well, the rain's not so bad nowadays.. otherwise arh.. my nose really cant take it lerh.. wait drop off arh. so lame.. haha whatever.. still got ss worksheet.. amaths ex 2B.. n history ws.. but all no nid hand in tmrw so nvm. so much hmwk.. and i gotta catch up for bio and chem! cos i dun understand the tcher!! waaaa... taking down all those notes and now i've gotta absorb them.. sianed..
waiting for the weekends as usual.. and i still need to polish up my piano. =( so busy.. and running the class ain't easy.. haha.. anyways, all who are sad cheer up kae! keep going! anything mor is here! (:
nite nite!
Mormor thought at.
9:43 PM
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Monday, January 09, 2006
its a monday. which means its the start of the week... seems like a long time before its sat again.. anyway tmrw's a holiday soo yay! but the sad thing abt it is i haf piano lesson at 1am. well.. nvm.. just tahan for 2 hours dan the whole day free! wee! =D
today nth much oso.. been raining the past few days.. so cold and wet lah.. i dun like.. cannot go out play.. dan the cold weather is irritating my nose.. just yesterday my nose started leaking like a running tap. haha! used up 3 packets of tissue in like a short one hour. haha.. used to it already.. sinus mah.. sianed.
got like so many things to do.. the chinese public speaking stuff.. finished almost all my hmwk actually.. and yah.. got ta sort out the stuff in my room.. no matter how i pack still so messy.. hahaz messy until arhh.. i also duno what to do already.. want to throw things away but cant bear to oso..
been eating so much the past few days.. haha.. so i skipped dinner tonite. hehe.. but i took some bites.. haha.. dunno y.. izzit cos stress anot.. wait become big fat pig! haha!
very sian rite now.. wishing the sun was out.. dan no more coldness.. brrr.. its making me wanna go toilet all the time.. haha! so funny..
till then. tata
Mormor thought at.
8:36 PM
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Sunday, January 08, 2006
kaes. went for yp yesterday... was pretty alrite lah.. 1st yp of the year.. so had indoor games.. quite fun.. something like dog and bone.. but got vegetables involved. haha! and in the end my grp lost so had to eat baby carrots as punishment.. the carrots were so dam hard and bitter lah.. raw somemore.. haha nvm.. dan later break up into bs grps for orientation.. same bs groups as last year! yay! so glad ta haf aunty akiko, grace jiejie and another jiejie teaching us as well. dunno how to spell her name.. hahaz sorrie.. dan saw the whole year's plan and all dat.. really hope ta grow more in the Lord this year.. yupps. =) haha.. no more J2 already.. is S1.. sound so.. old. XD
anyway after yp went over to kebun bahru.. din play cos was raining and the guys were playing soccer anyway. hahaz.. dan aunty akiko, sam, lydia and me stood under the umbrella watching them play and talked.. so fun. hahaz.. while sia and nat were standing at the court dunno playing bball or talking.. in the rain.. haha.. keep raining these few days.. soo cold.. but nice to sleep. XD
haha out of point.. dan later arnd 7 smth.. headed for serangoon.. cos going yvonne's club ta celebrate her 17th birthday! haha! hey fuzzie wuzzie cuzzie.. sorrie cant do a grand celebration for you.. but hope ya enjoyed! =D the food was awesome.. cos i was so hungry.. haha.. and we ate cake by the poolside.. trying ta light the candles with the wind blowing it out all the time.. haha.. took some pics.. and gave her our presents and forced her to open on the spot. =D hehe..
i got her a pair of earrings which i tink are really nice*. too bad i dun haf ear holes.. hopefully i'll get them soon! dan sam got her something from precious moments.. very nice ornament with Jesus loves me on it.. and something else nice from deb. dan later we go the toilet.. oh yah.. and the cake i bought her was superly delicious! yumms! CHOCOLATE cake! haha!
kae back to the toilet.. tell you her club the toilet super nice.. got aircon.. and its dam nice lah.. love bathing there! haha.. so nice! and i took the hair dryer.. and started blowing at my hair.. you noe like those photo shoot.. the hair blowing and all dat.. LOL.. dan i ask von take a pic of me.. and it turned out i looked like a mad woman! haha!
anyway later.. walked back to her house.. not very far.. and we stopped by 7-11 to get some snacks.. haha.. and screamed and laughed our way back.. and waited till my dad came to fetch me and sam lor. love you von! Happy Birthday! btw, her b'day is today.. not ytd.. hahaz
dan today.. went for ss.. same old same old.. dan stayed back after dat for some singing practice for the anniversary thingy.. dan later go home! and do my chinese compo. sianed. but anyway i've finished! yays!
so sian now.. and the thought dat there's sch tmrw makes it worse.. but on tues is a holiday! and i've got piano lesson at 1pm. arr... ): nvm.. and will be having steamboat dat nite to celebrate my dad's birthday! which is actually on the 11th. haha.. and next b'day prezzie i gotta buy is Maria the primitive! hahaz
mor was here!
Mormor thought at.
7:48 PM
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Saturday, January 07, 2006
yp today! yayee!! XD
going out to celebrate yvonne's birthday later! yayee!! XD
seriously dunno what on earth is wrong with me! i just feel so not myself!! aaaaarrrrgggghhh!!
Help!!
sobs ):
okayy.. nevermind abt that.. maybe its just sch.. and all dat stuff. -_-'''
and not to forget, happy birthday Lucas! =D
hahaz... i dowan sch anymore!! i dowan hmwk!! i dowan anything!!
i want you.
Mormor thought at.
1:25 PM
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Friday, January 06, 2006
its finally a friday!! (: YaY!!!!!!!!!! hahaha... at last.. the 1st week of sch is over.. and there are still many more weeks or rather months to go! and it never ends... sobs. ):
the 1st week of sch.. settling down.. knowing our new classmates and tchers.. and all dat stuff.. cca stuff.. new batch of sec ones.. books.. files.. and all dat. haha.. its been alrite for me.. havent gotten into any trouble yet.. haha XD but gonna get busier and busier as each day passes by.. haiz.. the worse has yet to come!
one big thing is dat im really missing my beloved sec 2 class.. haha.. as it always is every time i leave a class and move on.. just like my p6 class.. wonder what sec 4 will be like. hmmm.. and i keep forgetting im sec 3 already.. wearing a red name tag.. cos for my sch lower sec wear green ones.. upper sec wear red.. and i feel so old. haha!
actually oso nth much to blog.. and i bought my dad's prezzie already! its so nice! and von's one too! gonna celebrate with her tmr! haha after yp.. yupps..
and yup talking abt yp.. its tmr! hehe.. jus wanna finish up my hmwk for now.. and like when m i ever so hardworking..? really smth weird going on.. haha.. jiayou everybody! enjoy sch! it *can* be enjoyable at times.. and rmb everyday is a good day, just dat some days are better. *grins* jus gonna put all unhappy stuff away.. ignore them.. and they'll go away. YaY! =D
Mormor thought at.
4:36 PM
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Wednesday, January 04, 2006
sch was okie today.. normal.. started lessons.. so glad i finished my maths in sch.. and i still haf lit.. but abt ta finish.. haha.. there really must be something wrong with me.. im like.. so postive on studying now? like lessons are becoming a joy to me. -_-''''' super diao. how weird can things possibly get?
anyway i tink it is good in a way.. Mus thank God for helping me to enjoy.. makes things so much easier.. and thank Him for walking with me thru out.. ~ How sweet to know that tho my footsteps waver, my Faithful LORD is walking by my side~
haha.. feeling so.. down and out rite now.. realise how i actually like to escape from reality.. and i can remain indifferent to things.. like put all unhappy stuff behind me? in a way its good.. but in a way not good oso.. haha.. no idea.. who cares. dats life. we often experience mood swings and changes. haiz.. but smile! =) told ya there mus be something wrong with me. XD
tmr is thursday and haf choir.. lalalas.. not exactly lookin forward to it but well, no choice. and gotta ask the class abt class name.. and the decorations for notice board.. and class funds..
still missing 203. and miss saying haf a good day to the tcher. sobs :(
weekends are coming!!!!
Mormor thought at.
9:43 PM
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Tuesday, January 03, 2006
Missing 203!!! alot alot alot!!
anyway today 1st day of sch.. was pretty alrite lah.. Thank God who helped me ta enjoy sch. haha! (:
form tcher is angeline wong. bio oso her.. actually she still okayy lahh.. heng arhh.. dan emaths is our chicken rice tcher! Mr sim! and amaths tcher... Mrs Chiu!!!!!! wahahaha! ring ring! only 203 noe what i refering to. XD dan lit tcher is Ms sharon ong.. dan the rest i also cant rmb ler lah. hahaz
did nth much.. got lit hmwk already.. but got 2 whole weeks ta complete so nvm lor. =) the day was okie lah.. gonna get much busier in time ta come.. haiz. ): but nvm, everything will be fine!
at the end of sch, some of us met and gathered in our beloved 203 classroom. haha.. missing everything.. jus wonderin if 3L1 will forge a close bond too.. i guess so lah.. its all in the future..
feeling so tired.. and wishing i never had to go to sch.. but actually im quite excited to start studying. haha! i mus be mad!!!! its once in a while i feel like this.. haha.. funny..
looking forward ta weekends! and you.
Mormor thought at.
9:06 PM
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Monday, January 02, 2006
practically feeling nothing right now. just dat sch is starting tmrw. =( but actually i feel a tinge.. a tiny winy tinge of excitement.. also dunno y.. maybe cause i actually finished up my hmwk and there's no last min doing.. tho i havent finished reading my chinese book but well, who cares already! haha! and maybe thanks to God.. i guessed He's helping me to get geared up and all ready for school. hahaz.. yeahh i like dat. XD
anyway this last day of the holiday is boring for me. did nth cause i had piano lesson arnd 4pm. annd not to forget, HAPPY BIRTHDAY FAITH!! haha! hope ya had a good day. =)
gonna miss 203 and all dat.. things will be so different from now on but i know everything will be fine with God by my side. will miss ya all and miss me too kae =) keep in touch!
feeling so hopeful right now.. no idea how come.. dun ask me either..
i hope i love you all my life.
Mormor thought at.
8:03 PM
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Sunday, January 01, 2006
haha! wishing ya a God blessed New Year!! Time passes real fast.. its 2006 already!! ahhh!! Nooooo... i dowan school!!!!!!!! :( but well nvm, shall just keep going cos God will be with me all the way! hee..
can't believe i'm like turning fifteen in abt a month's time?? haha.. sound so old.. but maybe i look older.. wait.. i tink is *more matured*. haha! kae wadever! its funky fifteen time!! weehee!! Having alot of hopes for the New year. and i'll do my very best for my studies. i will means i will. of course have ta work hard lah and i will means i will. haha! see dat determination? if my EOY results no good please come slap me. thanks! XD
alot of things i wanna try out this year.. like new studying tactics.. cant believe i actually bother. haha! and.. wonder if i'll get ta learn guitar... hmmm.. and i'll try ta go jogging more often.. annd..
still got what arh. and yah no more last minute stuff. haha.. and my piano.. improve sightreading.. and yahh.. spending more time with God each day.. and yah.. friendships.. hoping my friendships will grow as time passes by.. and i'll be nice to my friends. haha =) and ermm.. learn to love going for choir practices. LOL
still got many more i guess.. one main thing i'll be looking forward to will be youth camp! haha! abit far to be thinking abt it.. but well.. can look forward to rite? haha hopefully i can go abc too.. and this year youth camp sam and sheena can go! yay! hahaha.. and another thing i wanna do is to manage my finances. haha running out of money already.. =)
yupp.. still got somemore but i tink i'll just go on and on if i continue so i shall stop here. alrite.. so abt yesterday.. went for yp. had games.. sharing by jinsong.. dan later see the pics taken throughout the year.. oh mann.. memories all came flooding back.. it has truly been a most wonderful year for me. and for everyone i guess. missing everything back in 2005.
missing youth camp. missing 203 coconuts. missing the times in sch. missing examinations? maybe this one no lar hor. XD missing gatherings and outings, birthday parties and times spent with friends. missing days of laughter. missing days of sorrow. missing everything. and you.
really wanna walk so closely with God this year cos its so important to do so. pray!
oh yah where was i.. haha.. yup.. dan after yp went for games.. dan later go aunty jo's house for new year dinner.. the chicken wings were great! and the tiramisu cake! wee! went home arnd 1am. din go for watch night service. =(
dan today sunday sch. the whole sec 3 class combine so like got about 10 of us in the grp. and aunty geok kim ( jon's mum) is our tcher. haha! really hope ta learn alot and pray dat i'll pay extra attention. hehex.. shake dunno how many pple hands today.. wishing happy new year and all dat.. haha..
God bless!
Mormor thought at.
8:11 PM
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Saved by Grace, Loved by God
[ Life's sweet and yummy ~*
`Mor,MorMor or Morsha
` I'm a child of God, a very loved one as all children of His are.
`loves God, family, friends, music, chocolates, laughing, having fun, disney, lil kids and mickey's house.
` And i just wish someone would understand the magic of my wonderland.
` I have often dreamed, that my life would be,like a fairytale; A perfect fantasy...
Loves