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SUGAR PIE HONEY BUNCH.
In the wilderness of danger and beauty.
Jesus LOVES you.
Tuesday, May 31, 2005
hi... sounds sian rite?? hahaz.. u've to agree.. coz i had a sian day.. hahaz.. had 2 go to sch in the morning 4 some maths olympiad thingy.. some compeition and i like dun even noe how to do a single question?!?! hahaz.. so diff lorh.. all dunno wad level standard de.. dan i was like.. oh my gosh... wad m i to do?? so anyhow tikum tikum answer lorh.. i tink i will get 0 outta 35.. wahahaz.. world record.. :D dan later jiaying come my house eat lunch.. coz later we goin to jog.. hahaz.. she want jog so i accompany her to jog lorx.. dan the weather so hot.. pple tot we mad arh.. jog abit dan tired liao. hahaz.. gettin old alreadi.. dan go back home to bathe b4 i go 4 choir and she goes home.. dan b4 i go.. i receive phone call.. i want go swimmingg!!! budden.. i got choir.. argh.. if onli can skip.. hehex.. but cannot.. haiz.. dan choir learn new songs.. some jap song which we all dunno how 2 sing and pronounce the words.. sian arh.. finali finish liao dan go home lorh.. so sian leh.. my world like become so dark liddat.. where's the light?? [[ frantically searching 4 my light ]] but i cant seem to find it.. I miss You!!!!!!!!!
hope i'll haf a better day tmrw.. =)) muz stay positive.. i want happie holidays!! hahaz.. oh gee, miss you badly..
Mormor thought at.
8:06 PM
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Monday, May 30, 2005
harlowz.. ytd went 4 sunday school.. My first sunday school.. hehex.. v fun lah.. goin to church alwayz fun fun de.. :D esp when i can get 2 c him.. hahaz.. Some of them were like shocked to see me in church on sundays.. they like see ghost liddat.. hahaz.. dan my mei (sheena) fan ying chi dun.. i say hi to her.. dan she say hi.. dan she suddenli shocked as to wad im doing in church on sunday.. lolz.. funny rite.. anyway, it was a nice day lah.. hahaz.. dan at nite went downstairs wit nat, deb, sam and noah.. noah left halfway.. so left the 4 of us.. gal's nite out.. juz talk under the stars.. soo nice.. haha..
dan 2day.. morning, dolly, jiaying and emily come my house do geog project.. did abit lah.. still got loads more to go.. sian arh.. dan afternoon go bugis wit yvonne and sam.. walk around.. take neoprint.. dan we go to the cinema outside there sit down and talk.. hahaz.. crap alot oso.. lol.. pple tot we siao ting tong.. hahaz.. dan come home liao lorh.. i go online find him.. and yes! =)) but he had 2 go off soon.. so now i juz waitin 4 him to come back online lorh.. hahaz.. dan so sian arh.. tmr still nid go sch.. arghh.. can't even enjoy holidays properly..
* Muackz *
Mormor thought at.
7:57 PM
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Sunday, May 29, 2005
hey hey hey!! hahaz.. had yp outing ytd.. sooooo fun leh!! hahaz.. woke up late.. around 7.30am dan 7.45am supposed to wait downstairs 4 natalie.. dan i gotta rush and bathe.. veri excited.. hehex.. dan nat's father drove us to amk there.. dan we all take bus to the jetty.. i in grp 3.. same as natalie, matthew, brandon and titus.. plus some other pple i dunno.. dan our leader is Ming An.. she veri nice lah.. elsia and my mei, sheena in grp 2.. dan he in grp 7.. haiz.. all separated.. but still muz try to haf fun lorh.. dan sit bus go to the jetty.. dan take boat to pulau ubin.. the sea so nice.. juz love the outdoors.. hahaz.. reach liao dan start our journey alreadi.. hahaz.. had alot of walkin to do.. go there feed mosquitoes oso.. wahahaz.. had quite a few stations to go to.. played games.. veri fun and exciting.. got one game is muz hold the rope tied to the tree and move frm one side to another.. dan later crawl on the ground.. cannot touch the rope.. tat one interesting.. budden i kena alot of scratches.. dan so pain.. hahaz.. dan got another one is wad biscuit game.. muz move frm one side to another using "biscuits".. fun lah.. still got many other fun games.. but my post will be v long if i say everything.. hahaz..
walk and walk.. trekking.. feed mosquitoes.. but overall v fun lah.. hehex.. walk on the way.. start marching.. coz leg so itchy frm all the mosquito bites.. hahaz.. elsia got alot oso.. bites all over.. arrhh.. but can't help it lah... we too sweet alreadi.. hahaz.. Jkjk.. i veri bitter one.. :D hahaz.. dan finally completed the whole journey.. dan rest our tired legs.. hahaz.. dan nat and i go find one bicycle to ride.. we ride the 2 pple one.. and our bicycle has no break.. how nice.. cycle with Elsia.. dan we go up dis steep slope.. dan go down.. wah.. shiok sia!! hahaz.. both of us scream and scream.. dan our bicycle oso no horn dan natalie gotta beep beep dan ask pple walkin to make way.. coz go down onli gotta turn right.. hahaz.. veri nice lah.. go a few times.. dan jethro, david and lucas join us.. dan riding on the way saw him.. dan he clear the way for us.. hehex.. dan later go back eat ice-lolly.. dan settle down dan go makan liao.. sit same table wit mei, elsia, nat, joanna, claudia, dawn and some other pple.. he sit the table v far away.. haiz.. dan sing songs.. dan eat dinner.. after dinner we go to the back of the restaurant.. there got one place overlookin the sea.. can sit down.. v nice lah.. the evening view juz so beautiful.. hahaz.. had 2 go soon lorh.. realli nice place lah.. hahaz.. while waiting for the boat.. crap with amanda.. she so funny.. hahaz.. she jump i jump.. dunno wad rubbish we talkin oso.. hahaz.. dan later take boat back.. the wind so nice.. the sea so nice.. the sky so nice.. everything so nice.. the day was nice.. hahaz.. dan halfway back.. natalie and i scream while on the boat.. v nice lorh.. hahaz.. if onli he was dere lah.. hahaz..
dan take bus back to amk there.. i sat with amanda behind matthew and him! hahaz.. dan elsia and nat sit infront of them.. dan continue talkin and crappin wit amanda.. and scatching the bites all over.. hahaz.. soon reach liao.. dan all go home lorh.. realli fun but tiring day.. hahaz.. a wonderful time of fun and fellowship.. thank God 4 giving me such a wonderful day and spending it with such wonderful frens.. hehex.. tats all lorh.. adioz!
[* Content juz to be able to cya *]
Mormor thought at.
5:04 PM
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Friday, May 27, 2005
wOots!! Holidays are here!!!! hahaz.. waited so long liao!! Finally!!! But there's juz one tiny weeny problem.. ok, maybe not tiny weeny.. but BIG problem.. I've got tons of hmwk!!!!!! Arghh!!!! so much leh! can die arh.. haiz.. but muz work hard lah.. so muz do hmwk.. muz study.. hahaz.. can still go out.. so nvm lorh.. the best thing is..... i can sleep in on mornings liao!! hahaz.. muz plan my holidays well.. dan Ms Lim keep reminding us to revise our work.. hahaz.. sian arh.. the sight of hmwk.. lost all mood lerx.. lolz..
start of with 2day.. nth much in sch.. had P.E for 1st 2 periods.. played some kinda game.. rather fun.. and dam funny!! i laugh until stomach pain.. hahahaz.. dan science do nth.. dan geog tcher came in and spoil our free time by givin us hmwk.. eee.. dan recess.. dan eng go it-rex room watch some kinda show.. dun understand wad it is.. title is wad dead poets society.. rather boring actually.. hahaz.. dan is maths... so sian lorh.. last day liao.. tcher still give us maths prob to do in class.. haiz. maths tcher is fun-deficient.. dan give us dis big pile of maths hmwk.. b4 she left still can ask us to enjoy our holidays.. so jia3 ... hahaz.. during form class we go canteen 4 party. hahaz.. eat pizza.. yum yum! dan finish sch liao.. stay back coz nth 2 do.. Dolly, jiaying and i deciding on where 2 go.. dan frm 12.40pm until 3pm still havent decide.. hahaz.. so stay in sch and talk... dan later gp come join us. Dan we go lot 1 walk walk.. hahaz.. juz walk up and down.. talk n talk.. laugh laugh.. trying to make the start of the holidays a nice one lah.. hahaz.. dan go home liao..
go online.. cannot find him there.. dan so sian.. hahaz.. dan crap with dixun, dolly, jiaying and emily.. talkin 2 nat and jet.. dan later i added jet into our( dolly, jiaying and emily + me) conversation.. hahaz.. coz they gals want to talk 2 shuai ge mah.. :p LOL dolly veri happie arh.. drool and nosebleed somemore.. hahaz.. jkjk.. veri funny lah.. dan all go liao.. dan i still waiting 4 him.. hahaz.. later goin down i guess.. kkz, gtg.. bubyes!
tmrw got yp outing to pulau ubin! hope it'll be fun! i'll getta c him! :D
Mormor thought at.
7:17 PM
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Thursday, May 26, 2005
Meet the parents session 2day... way freaky.. got back report book.. lucky tcher no say bad thing abt me.. wahahaz.. except tat i can do better in my HMT.. dan mum ask tcher so many questions.. hahaz.. Not so bad after all lah.. Budden can do better.. Muz improve.. Muz jiayou.. Muz work hard!! hahaz.. kena motivation lah.. lolz..
1 more day dan holiday liao.. Can time puh-lease speed up?? Caannoott tahan!! I want my holidays!!! wahahaaz.. another sian day lah.. keep raining.. dan so few pple online de.. can tell how sian i am rite?? hahaz..
* I'll be waiting 4 you 2 appear ; memoriiess keep running thru my mind *
realise my posts becoming shorter and shorter.. lol.. xD
Mormor thought at.
7:01 PM
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Wednesday, May 25, 2005
can't believe it.. 2 more days!! 2 MORE DAYS!! dan holidays liao.. can time plz pass faster.. cannot tahan liao.. i need the holidays!!!
hahaz.. 2day watch "The Mummy returns" in class.. quite ok lah.. interesting.. well, at least better dan doing nth.. hahaz.. dan check results b4 they finalise everything.. coz tmrw is meet the parents session!!! die die die!! nvm.. tmrw dan c how.. hahaz.. shall not tink abt the future.. =)) so lame.. feelling soo crappy now.. seriously dunno wad 2 blog leh.. nvm, wait till holidays.. dan got alot of thing 2 blog.. dan i can blog like siao!! hear tat!?! like siao leh!!! ( beaming alreadi ) hope i am occupied 4 the holidays.. hahaz.. dowan to suffer at home.. lol..
aiyo... sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian... i want play!! where's my playmates?!?!?!?! hahaz..
Mormor thought at.
8:45 PM
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Tuesday, May 24, 2005
aaaaahhhhhahaahahhaahha..... chao sian!!! chao sian!!! chao sian!!! somebody plz tell me wad 2 do.. im bored to tears at home.. even at sch.. there's nth 4 me 2 do except something i drrrreeeeaaaaaaadd... and tats : hmwk!!! hear tat?? yupx.. me screaming in the background.. ( screams fade away ) ... i noe im lame.. thankew thankew.. XD
Not much happened in sch.. tcher keep givin us holiday assignments.. sian.. all we did was slack and slack.. hahaz.. we change eng tcher liao.. our new tcher like ah lian leh.. hahaz.. she come frm RGS.. and RJC.. wah.. pro rite?? hahaz.. she told us her story.. quite interesting leh.. wahahaz.. hope she will be our permanent tcher lorh.. didn't haf a proper tcher the past semester.. make all our eng marks suffer.. unfair rite.. haiz.. tats the way life is.. finally can go home liaoz.. bathe dan i go online lerx.. yay!! he online mah.. =) lolx.. dan later around 6pm go down play badminton with nat and noah.. 3 of us siao siao liao.. hahaz.. keep laughin.. try 2 sing song while playing.. tried 2 dance while playing.. went mad.. hahaz.. dan come home liao.. eat dinner.. play staring game with samson.. he so cute seh.. juz keep smiling.. supposed 2 stare he smile.. lol.. dan climb up down like monkey.. wahhaaz.. sis still sick.. muz continue praying 4 her.. hope she recovers soon.. and hor, all those got cough de.. muz drink water hor.. drink more water.. if not i force water down ur throat.. hehez..
Miss ya!
Mormor thought at.
8:42 PM
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Monday, May 23, 2005
hey.. guess wad?? Its 23rd May!!! 23rd May leh!!! wahahahaz.. dun play play.. special day 4 me okie.. hahaz.. Sooo happie!!! =)))))) Smilex! say cheese! :D
hahaz.. went 4 ss outing 2day at kuo chuan presbytarian sec sch.. did i spell wrongly?? dunno.. hahaz.. quite fun lah.. saw my mei!! oh yah, thx 4 paying the $2 for me.. and inviting me to the outing.. without my mei, i wouldn't haf been able to go lorh.. hahaz.. thankew arh! hahaz.. was with Nat, elsia and sheena during singspiration.. was looooookin out 4 him.. didn't c at 1st.. hahaz.. dan i saw liaoz.. hehex.. later break into grps for games.. Nat, elsia and me in grp 6! he in grp 5 budden our grps go to the games station 2gether.. hahaz.. quite fun lah the games.. hehez.. soon all ended liao.. dan we go 4 lunch! hahaz.. shared the food with nat, dan sheena share wit elsia.. haiz.. they 2 arh.. duno how 2 eat.. eat until so messy.. aiyoyo.. duno wad 2 say arh.. lolx.. dan juz hang around lorh.. walk walk.. play play.. loookin out again.. hahaz.. dis elsia and nat arh.. so bad de.. hahaz.. make me duno wad 2 do.. so lost.. hahaz.. dan... yah.. erm.. yah u noe.. yah lor.. like dis lor.. like tat lor.. hahaz.. [ thankz alot 4 the gift!! ] hahaz.. dan go join elsia, nat, david, sheena in shooting bball.. dan more and more pple come.. + him.. lolz.. veri hot arh.. burning liaoz.. but had a fun day lahx.. a great day.. a wonderful day.. another memorable day.. another special day.. hahaz.. had 2 go off soon.. no fun de.. wish i could stay longer.. hahaz.. lurve the church peeps =))
rite now.. sianzing at home.. Nth 2 do.. even if got thing 2 do, i oso lazy.. hee.. can't wait 4 holidays!!! 4 more days!! cannot wait liaoz.. gonna burst.. hahaz.. while i bloggin hor.. listenin 2 aerosmith's i don't want to miss a thing.. so nice leh!! hahaz.. onli someone will noe why.. rite?? hahaz..
gtg liaoz.. tmr got sch.. eeeeeeee... hahaz.. nitez nitez.. sweet dreamz.. oh yah, pray 4 my sister to recovery soon.. she kena fever again.. haiz..
~*~* Together forever never apart, Maybe in distance but never in heart ~*~*
Mormor thought at.
10:05 PM
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Sunday, May 22, 2005
aarrgghh.. feeling sho sian.. watch a few episodes of MVP valentine dis morning.. lolx.. dan afternoon got piano.. sian arh.. dan around 5pm go swimming alone.. pathetic rite?? hahaz. dan go up bathe.. dan get ready to go out 4 dinner liaox.. goin beach de.. took a long car ride there.. reach there.. no place to park.. whole place all crowded.. in the end we go parkway parade to eat.. dan walk around.. nth 2 buy oso.. hahaz.. dan go home lorh.. c, my day sounds so sian rite.. it is.. hahaz.. dan come home.. juz nice receive msg.. someone requesting me go online worx.. hehex.. now juz listenin 2 music.. chattin.. nth much oso..
ytd went yp.. saw him 4 awhile.. hahax.. elsia and natalie crazy pple.. hahaz.. played in the rain.. nice! shoes all soaked.. in fact, i was totally soaked u could say.. hahaz.. had 2 go home soon.. dan sit in nat's father's car.. water was dripping frm hair.. lucky never fall sick... lolz..
Yippe!! Holidays coming liao!! YAY!! Can play alreadi!! hahaz.. dun mind me.. im a little erm.. mad..
[[ Missing you.. as alwayz ]]
Mormor thought at.
10:02 PM
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Friday, May 20, 2005
Its friday!!! At last.. hahaz.. got a long weekend to enjoy.. wonder how im gonna spend it.. hehez.. lemmi c.. saturday im occupied.. sun oso occupied.. mon oso occupied.. yea.. so i dun haf to worry abt dying of sianzation liaoz.. lolx..
nth much 2day.. went 2 sch as usual.. did nth but slack and check results.. eee.... hear that?? the mention of results send shivers down my spine.. makes my hair stand.. hahaz.. had a bad nose day.. sinus again.. so reach home liao.. sit down at the lobby with nat.. and we started talkin... hahaz.. we c each other everyday hor.. yet we still haf so much to talk abt.. we can talk non-stop de.. pro rite?? tats us.. =) hehex.. dan go home.. bathe.. eat.. dan go take my beauty sleep.. lol.. jkjk.. juz sleep.. so tired.. the weather veri nice oso.. sleep until 5pm dan come online 2 find him.. hahaz.. but not online leh.. so i blog lorh.. book karaoke room 2nite.. yea! veri long time no go there liao.. hahaz.. juz go mad bahx..
holidays coming lerx!! yay!! hope can go out play! if not, i'll b bored to death.. yeap.. hahaz..
hen xiang ni hen xiang ni.. tmr goin yp.. =)) hahax.. gotta run.. bubyex!
Mormor thought at.
5:42 PM
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Thursday, May 19, 2005
y muz everything be liddat.. tchers so unreasonable lorh.. i used to admire them leh.. but my opinions of them changed alreadi... haiz.. we ended being happy over nth.. and mrs ong told us straight in the face: " Oh, so actually 203 marks were artificially raised, so 203 is not tat good after all"... wah biang.. say until liddat leh.. its the tchers mistake lorh.. how can insult my class until liddat?? so unfair lorh.. dan all the tchers like hate our class.. so we r the lousiest.. demoralise us.. so unfair lorh.. so horrible.. dan keep saying our class is the worse of the level.. our results suck.. n stuff liddat.. keep comparing us with other classes.. will they STOP comparing????!!! haiz.. make us so upset, angry, disppointed and demoralised... argh.. nvm.. 203 will work hard and prove them wrong!!!! we can do it de!! we muz work hard!! lolz..
had personal grooming and deportment course 2day.. lol.. teach us how to sit properly, eat properly, stand properly, how to communicate well and stuff.. quite fun lah.. lolx.. dan later we changed into our home clothes.. dan had a catwalk.. quite fun lah.. so funny leh.. esp nat's class the skit.. hahaz.. dan haf 2 stay back 4 choir.. sian arh.. so long no choir liao.. ever since SYF.. dan muz recap songs 4 the 45th anniversary and speech day.. boring lah.. teach the sec 1s.. 2day sec 3 cheerin com.. wonder how they did.. couldn't get 2 c them.. hahaz.. had a good talk with nat.. dan go home.. pour out all my unhappiness in sch to mum.. at least she understands.. hahaz..
[ Miss ya ] i realli do...
Mormor thought at.
7:52 PM
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Wednesday, May 18, 2005
sian sian sian.. dunno y we need to go to sch.. nth much 4 us to do except get back results.. which i dowan!!! eee.. throw away the papers lah.. hahaz.. wish i could.. but i can't.. sad.. and im still suffering frm cheering com withdrawal syndrome.. hahaz.. was talkin abt yesterday's event in class 2day.. we cheer again.. lolz.. dan Ms Lim came into class with a piece of good news.. guess wad? Our class got the lowest for the MSG for English in the whole level.. which means our class got the best results for English!! yea!! hahaz.. but hor.. maths.. aiya.. nvm.. dowan say.. save some face for our class.. muahahaz..
go home juz slack.. watch 13 goin on 30.. quite ok lah.. frm the show.. learn how we muz cherish wad we haf.. and dun hope for too much.. will onli regret it later.. hahaz.. wad crap.. ( its not!) diaox.. hahaz..
realli hope i can c him dis sat.. i hope so.. hahaz..
feeling so crappy now.. feeling crappy.. but can't seem to crap.. weird.. lolz.. where's my crappin buddy??
Mormor thought at.
7:47 PM
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Tuesday, May 17, 2005
Oh yeah!! Oh yeah!! *-- 203 Coconutz got into cheering competition finals!!!! --* Woosh!! WOOHOO!!! YEA!!! 03,03 wo ai ni!!!!! Hooray!!! 203 rawkz my sockz!! hahaz.. muz work hard for the finals.. can we do it?? YES we can!!! hahaz..
kkz.. realli great day.. been preparing the whole day for cheerin competition.. everyone was like so *high*.. hehex.. we took drugs.. lolz.. and our hard work paid for.. we won!! hahaz.. spray hair colour.. spray glitter.. wear class-tee.. wear slips.. wear berms or shorts.. tie hair.. scream and shout.. *bomb* other classes.. hahaz.. so cool!! 1st time c our class so happie and enthu sia.. wah.. woots!! hehex.. juz so happie lah.. dan after the com... we went back to class shouting and screaming.. cheering.. everyone practically went crazy.. hahaz.. dan emily, dolly, jiaying, ruiyan, xinyi, pauline, sufyan and me go lot 1 take neoprints.. hahaz.. dan go home liao.. so late..
reach home.. eat dinner.. bathe.. dan quickly rush online 2 find him.. hahaz.. i managed to.. =) juz waitin 4 sat again.. hahaz..
ok.. snap back to reality.. my results.. haiz...
Mormor thought at.
8:29 PM
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Monday, May 16, 2005
tmrw cheerin competition alreadi.. 203 Coconutz muz jiayouz!!!! Enthu kaex? Shout loud loud.. scream loud loud.. give it ya best shot!! most importantly is to haf fun.. show the class spirit!! Yea!!! hahaz.. siao alreadi..
i love our class-tee!! so nice!! hahaz.. cooL! got jigsaw puzzles.. coconut tree!! lolz.. wanna show off my class-tee liao.. =)
waitin 4 this week 2 pass and sat to come again.. hehex.. [ still missing ya ]
Mormor thought at.
8:32 PM
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Sunday, May 15, 2005
~Miss You~
Mormor thought at.
8:07 PM
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yesterday went 4 YP and had RFG.. hahaz.. fun!!
was kinda bored in the morning.. dan around 12.30pm went swimming wit nat.. dan later go up bathe.. watch National treasure.. Nice!! full of suspense.. hahaz.. dan get ready to go yp lerx.. dun haf bible study but we learnt abt recognising the evil within and identifying our own way.. the right way.. the wrong way.. or rather God's way.. hahaz.. dan finish around 5.15pm dan the gals had to stay back 4 awhile 4 a short talk.. dan finish liao.. go 2 dis dunno wad place.. play captain's ball.. the boys played soccer.. so i didn't realli get 2 talk 2 him lah.. hahaz.. dan had 2 go soon.. coz natalie in need of toilet.. hahahaz.. so she run to church 1st and me and elsia stroll back.. wahahaz.. dan go 7-11 buy big gulp and slurpee.. dan wait 4 sheena there.. dan sit in her father's van go lucius house..
reach there.. juz sit around.. wait 4 everybody to come.. dan had singspiration.. dan some discussion.. dan break into prayer grps.. grace, joanna and maria found samson so cute.. even tho they havent seen him.. juz some description.. ahahaz.. my bro got charms sia.. =) finish liao dan david show me the pic of some of the boys when they were young.. hahaz.. now all grown up liaoz.. dan we watch dis video on y God created marriage.. 4 wad Godly offspring.. not offsprung.. hahaz.. dan had some discussions.. abt parents divorced and whether children r still Godly offsprings.. later had supper.. talked 2 my mei and di.. sheena and david.. n some other pple.. including linus who asked me how my name came abt.. dan realised the packet of chicken rice nat, sheena and me were sharing was Malcolm's leftover and he's sick.. omg.. hahaz.. didn't haf appetite alreadi.. lolx.. wah.. hear sheena call me jie jie so nice seh! hahaz.. im mad lah.. pardon me.. sad.. soon gtg alreadi.. bid goodbyes.. will b another week b4 i see them again.. plus him.. hahaz.. waited arnd 2 weeks 2 c him.. and now.. its over in a flash.. sad.. sit in nat's father's car home lorh.. raining.. hahaz.. saw jet's father's car on the way.. lolz.. dan reach home liao lorh.. bathe.. finish watching national treasure. dan go zzzz.. hahaz.. had a nice day lah.. not boring at least..
gtg liaoz.. makan.. adioz!
Mormor thought at.
7:25 PM
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Saturday, May 14, 2005
its super sian.... argh.. i got nth 2 do at home.. no tuition 2day.. yay.. hahaz.. dan so little pple online de.. haiz... wad shld i do leh... dunno wad 2 do.. aaaaahahahahaahhahhahha... so sian.... so sian.... reallli dying of sianzation.. hahaz.... dunno wad 2 blog.. lolz..
Mormor thought at.
11:23 AM
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Friday, May 13, 2005
hahaz.. still in happie mood.. tho not tat happie.. lolz.. coz 2day got sian sch.. dan maths tcher make us do work.. per-lease lorh.. exam JUZ over leh.. 1 day onli.. make us do work.. giv us excuse say wad wait brain rusty.. lolz.. dan after sch practise 4 cheerin com.. next tues leh.. hope our class can go final round.. 203 jiayou!! hahaz.. i love the gao shan qing song cum cheer... soo nice.. hahaz.. other cheers oso.. managed to gather the whole class and stay back to practice.. not tat bad lah.. hahaz.. managed to learn all the cheers.. n did formation 4 one.. discuss all the things.. but gotta rush.. tues is competition liao.. everybody enthu enthu horx.. hahaz.. muz cheer loud loud.. scream and shout.. !!! hahahaz.. hope it will b a success lah.. but so disappointed in some of them.. those who won't co-operate.. argh.. make pple angry onli de.. dun care them.. lolz.. waste my breath..
oOh yeah.. tmr goin yp.. tmr goin yp.. tmr goin yp.. =))) hehehe.... *--yippee--*
go makan liaoz.. byex
Mormor thought at.
6:54 PM
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Thursday, May 12, 2005
=clears throat= ah hem ah hem= Hello everybody.. i got 1 important announcement to make:
--*` MID-YEAR EXAMS OVER!!!!!!!! `*-- YAY!!! hahahahaz... pls pardon me.. im crazee!! :D
without exams, everything seems much better.. the sky's brighter.. the world's happier.. i feel lighter.. hahaz.. m i exaggerating?? wadever.. im juz so glad mid-year exams r over.. hahaz.. tho i'll onli get 2 enjoy temporarily.. but better dan not at all rite.. yea.. k, now 4 the next big thing:
Results!! eeee... dun tink abt it 1st.. hahaz.. tat one postpone to later.. =)
2day went mad.. after exams.. stay back in sch do the cheering com.. haiz.. so disappointed in the boys.. don't they noe wad is class spirit?? nvm.. dan later go lot 1 4 lunch with emily, ruiyan, xinyi, pauline and xiuming.. eat at food court.. dan was discussing the HMT paper.. abt the compre.. we keep laughin n laughin coz its so dam funny k.. abt wad open door and close door thingy.. aiya.. u won't understand.. hahaz.. so funny!!! laugh until stomach pain.. pple tot we siao.. juz went bonkers lahx.. hehez..
dan we go walk around.. decided to switch identities.. i become ruiyan.. so suay sia.. hahaz.. jkjk.. emily become me, pauline become emily, ruiyan become xinyi, xinyi become xiuming and xiuming become pauline.. so confusing rite.. budden veri fun.. lolz.. dan we go take neoprints!! hahaz.. keep laughin again.. but the pictures turned out nice.. hahaz.. frenx alwayx!
decided to go CCK park playground there play.. hahaz.. childish rite?? but fun! lolz.. kena alot of mosquito bites.. hahaz.. soon gtg liaoz lorhx.. hahaz.. but glad exams over lah.. hahaz..
lookin 4ward 2 yp on sat.. can c him again... yay!! =)
want dis after exam mood to stay.. being happie rox! don't u tink so?? :D
Mormor thought at.
5:22 PM
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Wednesday, May 11, 2005
my brother's onli 2 years old... n yet he has to suffer.. everytime he get high fever.. fits will strike him.. seeing how he struggles.. seeing how he cries.. seeing how he suffers.. pains my heart so much.. a young bubbly boy.. alwayz happy and makin alot of noise.. seldom falls sick.. n now.. all of a sudden.. he has fits.. seeing how my family worry abt him.. why.. why muz he haf dis?? juz hope he'll get well soon.. pray 4 him.. the Lord will watch over him..
feelin so depressed.. i'd rather suffer dan my brother.. juz a young boy.. muz haf had a bad scare.. but wad can i do? i can't do anything... im useless.. all i can do.. is look after him.. keep his temp down.. be there when he needs me.. but the pain he has to bear.. i will never noe...
i feel all down inside.. i haf no idea y oso.. i wanna scream.. nobodi can help me.. struggling.. no idea y sadness overcame me..
Mormor thought at.
7:51 PM
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1 more paper!! 1 more paper 2 go!! dan im free!! well.. temporarily tho.. hahaz..
cannot wait.. cannot wait.. i yearn to be free.. hahaz.. [[ crazy ]]
no more sick liao.. hahaz.. yay! 2day maths paper 2 ok.. hope i can pass.. tmrw HMT paper 2... muz jiayou.. cannot fail.. hahaz... tho i tink i will..
yay.. sat goin yp!! can c him!! dan later got rfg.. can c my mei and di.. hehex..
nowadays my post very short hor.. dunno wad 2 write.. coz nth exciting happening.. wait till holidays bahx.. shall fill my blog up with loads of things.. i hope.. hahaz..
gtg liaox.. im busy.. hehe.. =)
Mormor thought at.
3:45 PM
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Tuesday, May 10, 2005
after samson.. sam's turn dan now my turn liao.. so suay... temperature running high.. haiz..
finished maths paper 1 and CME 2day.. yeah.. hope i will pass 4 maths.. lolz..
been sleeping the whole day.. hope i'll b well soon.. dun wanna be sick.. feels so horrible..
feel so cold.. yet body hot..
dunno wad 2 do..
Mormor thought at.
5:17 PM
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Monday, May 09, 2005
finally.. finished history and HMT paper 1.. left maths and HMT paper 2.. 3 more days.. faster finish lah.. cannot wait liao.. hahaz..
another sian day.. history muz write so much.. dan HMT paper 2 is compo.. muz write alot oso.. hand all pain liao.. hahaz.. after sch go home.. dan talk 2 nat.. dan later go swimming with her, noah and her mum.. talk again.. hahaz... the sun veri nice.. can sun tan.. hahaz.. shiok.. dan abt 3.30pm go home liao.. dan bathe.. do work.. do halfway.. fell asleep.. hahaz.. dan wake up liao go online.. c can find him anot and yes.. i did.. hahaz.. dan later go offline.. watch tv.. do maths.. tmrw maths.. woo.. freaky... hope i can pass.. hahaz.. dan later play with samson.. he so cute.. like doing break dance liddat.. dan keep laughin.. after the fits incident, i promise to spend more time wit him.. hahaz.. scared the hell outta me man.. hahaz.. thank god he's safe.. dan go online.. do some work.. chat.. listen 2 music.. new song!! Because you live - jesse mccartney!! dam nice!! hahaz.. thanks xun!! dunno wad 2 blog liao.. juz now tat im missing him alot.. saturday.. seems so far away.. im reaching out to it.. im trying.. wanna pull it closer.. but i can't seem to.. i juz gotta wait.. n waitin 4 you, its like waitin 4 rain in dis drought.. useless n disappointin.. hahaz.. back to my old phrase.. but i dun haf 2 wait 4 the rain... dis time, im sure it will come.. =)
Mormor thought at.
9:47 PM
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Sunday, May 08, 2005
Happi b'day 2 you!! Happi b'day 2 you!! Happy b'day 2 samson!! Happi b'day 2 you!!! - song dedication frm dixun to Samson.. wah biang.. ask me 2 sing 4 him.. wait his ear drums burst.. lolz..
2day is a pretty sian day.. went 2 cwp 4 lunch at gelare.. eat ice-cream jiu full lerx.. wahahaz.. yummy.. dan go shop 4 nx present.. bought ler! hope she likes it.. =) didn't buy anything 4 mum.. hahaz.. later do card 4 her.. hahaz.. keep raining 2day.. tink my dad got mood swing.. not in a good mood.. PMS.. lolz.. dunno him lah.. wanna go swimming oso dun allow me 2.. haiz.. so stay at home n sian my time away lor.. hahaz..
tmr history exam.. wish me luck.. muz do well.. hope so.. haiz.. 5 more days.. exams over.. can't wait 4 it 2 be over.. waitin 4 next week.. and i can c him liao.. hahaz.. muz wait Impatiently.. lolz..
gtg makan liao.. sayo!! [ missing eeuu ]
Mormor thought at.
7:08 PM
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Saturday, May 07, 2005
wanted to go joggin in the morning de.. budden.. 2 tired.. sleep until 9am.. hahaz.. coz last nite slept at 12.30am.. do maths and do the bible study + read bible.. hahax..
so dis morning tuition.. sianz.. tcher make me do so many maths problems until my brain gonna explode liao.. helppx.. hahaz.. finally tuition over.. decided to go 4 swim.. exercise and can get tanned.. long time no swim liao.. swim a few laps onli all tired.. hahaz.. dan my goggles had to break b4 i could start swimming.. so suay.. in the end swim without goggles.. water go in eyes so painful.. hahaz.. dan go up 4 lunch.. so hungry..
dan later go online.. read history.. haiz.. slack like siao arh.. later goin yp.. better study 1st.. he come online! 10mins later.. he offline liao.. hahaz.. veri sian arh.. dan later get ready go yp lorh.. 2day jet n jannelle followed us.. 2day yp is our j2 gals the games.. quite fun lah.. juz kept talkin 2 elsia and nat.. lolz.. dan later bible study.. wah.. 2day bible study so lively lorh.. everybody talkin talkin... hahaz.. dan talk abt a topic rite.. concerning repentance.. dan talk abt the morning worship hymns.. dan talk abt our expectations of parents.. dan we never go through the questions at all.. wahahaz.. drifted off the study liao.. lolz.. dan ended around 6pm.. dan go down.. went opposite to 7-11 with nat, claudia and elsia.. buy ice cream.. yummy.. dan go back church.. talk to nat, elsia n huimin.. hahaz.. keep teasing elsia.. coz she tease me.. hahaz.. 2day dunno y i so lame.. haiz.. he didn't come 2day.. =( waited until 7pm dan gtg liaoz.. haiz.. so near leh!! yet so far!! why liddat.. haiz.. nvm.. next week lorh..
go home relatives all at my house.. celebrate mother's day 2day.. finally caught up with yvonne.. hahaz.. haven't realli talked 2 her much.. so 2day go crazee with her lorh.. dan later i siao.. go run around the carpark.. probably to "run" away my troubles.. haiz.. drown my sorrows? dunno lah.. dan go back.. watch the video on samson b'day.. so farnie.. hahaz.. soon all go home liao lorh.. now i sian.. studying history.. xiang zhe ta.. haiz.. waitin 4 exams over.. waitin 4 next week..
Mormor thought at.
12:15 PM
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Friday, May 06, 2005
2 down... 4 to go... 7 more days.. time passes real "fast".. yeapx..
tink i did badly 4 science 2day.. esp physics.. dunno how 2 do.. so disappointed in myself... i studied n studied.. but in the end.. question come out.. dunno how 2 do.. haix.. suan lerx.. pray tat i'll pass.. nvm.. lolz.. monday is chinese paper 1.. n history.. pray tat i'll do well.. gotta start revising.. been slackin the whole day.. finally finished lit essay.. yay! hahaz.. gotta make dis post short.. gotta go study liaox..
wonder if i can c him tmrw? dunno lahx.. hahaz.. xiang ta.. hen xiang hen xiang..
Mormor thought at.
9:43 PM
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Thursday, May 05, 2005
1 down, 5 to go... 8 more dayx.. dan exams over.. alert.. alert.. hahax.. counting down...
2day eng paper 2... hm.. during self study.. everyone was practically studying science lorh.. eng dunno wad 2 study mahx.. how 2 study oso.. dan i study too much science liao.. i tot later is science exam instead of eng.. hahaz.. paiseh.. paiseh.. durin recess.. nat, yat kah n me siao siao.. laugh non-stop.. talk all kinds of rubbish.. hahax.. relief stress..
go back class.. c Ms Lim in class.. all ready to give out papers.. so scary.. hahax.. 1 hr 40 mins paper.. do do do.. dan finally.. time up!! hahax.. well.. wouldn't say the paper was difficult lah.. still ok.. hope i can pass.. hee.. dan go home liao lorh.. go home study science.. tmrw science exam.. freaky.. wish me luck..
The Lord will watch over my brother.. He will keep my brother safe and healthy.. i noe he will.. thankx to everyone who prayed for him and asked about him.. Knowing that so many pple care 4 him, he'll be alrite.. =)
Its not easy to miss someone.. its a sweet sorrow.. but i gotta hold on.. juz hope the exams pass quickly.. dan i'll brighten up.. 4 i shall see you once again..
Mormor thought at.
7:47 PM
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Tuesday, May 03, 2005
haiz.. woke up feeling so tired 2day.. stayed up until 12.30am to study last nite.. gotta study lah.. or else.. results will go down down down n im dead. lolz...
frens said i looked very sad n sian 2day.. y? i oso dunno.. felt so tired.. couldn't bring myself 2 smile.. heavy in the heart.. lost in the mind.. body in sch.. mind somewhere else.. i oso dunno wads happening.. felt kinda sian oso.. durin the new south wales science competition thingy.. juz tikam tikam some answers.. dan couldn't take it liao.. fell asleep.. i even dreamt.. lolz.. but i can't rmb wad i dreamt.. dan got woke up by Ms Chiu, " ok, stop writing".. wah.. her voice so sharp sia.. hahaz.. dan the whole day.. lessons as usual.. Sian.. haiz.. dying here.. somebody help me..
dan miss him so much somemore.. haiz.. lolz.. juz waitin 4 the day 2 end so i can go home lah.. nearly cried in sch oso.. held back my tears.. i dunno wads happening.. i seriously duno.. nvm... i'll jus pray..
finally can go home liao.. go home.. eat finish liao.. dan go study.. but ended up sleeping.. dan woke up at 5.15pm.. go revise bio.. wonder how its going.. hopefully i can rmb wad i haf revised.. all the enzymes names.. n blah blah.. feelin so sian arh... juz nid 2 endure 2 more weeks.. dan im free.. but free temporarily onli lah.. lolx.. but better dan no free at all rite.. holidays faster come.. i want my holidays!! hahaz.. hope i'll b able 2 c him dis week... sure hope so.. dunno wad 2 blog liao.. byex..
* Nobodi understands the pain im goin through *
Mormor thought at.
7:40 PM
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Monday, May 02, 2005
woke up at 9am dis morning.. tot i was late.. lucky still got half an hour.. so quickly bathe.. dan change.. dan pack my things.. dan quickly go down to basement.. hahaz.. going 2 church 4 the service.. yippee!! hahaz.. anyone can guess y i so happi?? =)
dan reach depot walk liao.. dan me n nat help blow balloons.. hahaz.. 1 of them blow until so big.. everyone cover ears.. scared balloons burst.. lolz.. dan the kids play n play wif the balloons until 1 of it burst.. a moment of silence when it burst.. farnie.. hahaz.. dan later go in 4 the service.. was lookin out 4 sheena.. my mei.. =) n lookin out 4 elsia.. n lookin out 4 him =) hehex.. finally saw him.. his backview onli lah.. better dan nth rite.. wahahz.. dan the service proceded.. hahaz.. i like the bethesda choir!! hahaz.. so nicee.. dan the service ended at 12pm.. dan we go 4 lunch.. sat at the same table as lydia, claudia, sheena and somemore lah.. hahaz.. dan elsia joined us.. n she actually liked the sourplum drink.. weird gal.. hahaz.. he was sitting at a table near ours.. hahaz.. dan sheena, elsia, nat n me talk n talk.. elsia so bad.. go bully her jie.. who is nat.. hahaz.. my mei oso bully me.. wahahaz.. seems like all mei(s) bully their jie(s) .. lolx.. dan later we go up to the bball court.. hahaz.. go find him.. hee.. the guys were playing soccer.. dan me n nat listen 2 elsia's story.. hahaz.. dan c him play soccer.. hahaz.. didn't realli get 2 talk 2 him.. soon we all gtg liaox.. dan jet say he coming over.. =) lolx.. dan elsia, nat n me continue talkin n playin.. hahaz..
dan later.. go visit natalie's grandma.. after tat go home liao.. dan i go home do some work 1st.. later dan go down.. dan can c him again.. hahax.. was waiting so impatiently 4 time 2 pass.. finally 5.30pm liao.. go down.. hahaz.. dan play shooting.. juz play around lah.. as long as he's here.. im happi liaox.. hahaz.. dan later drizzle alittle.. wanted to evacuate to blk 52.. but drizzle stop.. dan go over my side play catching.. hahaz.. dan nat theyore again.. take snail chase me.. m i a coward?? small snail oso scared.. hahaz.. soon all gtg liaox.. haiz.. goodbye hurtx.. it does.. haiz.. sobx.. sobx.. may not be able 2 go 4 yp dis sat.. argh.. y muz fate b so cruel???!! tearing apart.. [[crying]]
Mormor thought at.
8:27 PM
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Sunday, May 01, 2005
2day is Samson's b'day party!! hahaz.. tho his b'day is on 8 May lah.. celebrate early.. hahaz.. woke up at 11.15am 2day.. omg.. so late.. hahaz.. dan juz slack.. hahaz.. dan go finish up history SBQ.. send 2 ms lim.. dan go online.. 2 find him.. but he wasn't there.. haiz.. dan help yvonne burn songs.. dan go bathe.. change.. get ready 4 samson party.. so exciting worx.. hahaz.. samson dun wanna sleep... excited 2 i guess... wahahz.. i dun tink he even noes its his party.. heex.. Ian so cute sia!! i love his eye lashes!! so nice!! waaah.. lolz.. jet came 1st.. helped me blow the balloons.. dan dixun, deb, sam, janne came down.. dan nor n zhicong.. dan nick.. dan nat... noah.. david.. dan yvonne!! hahaz.. havent seen her 4 a long time.. actually how long arh? i oso dunno.. wahahaz.. dan juz play play with the balloons.. talk.. dan aunty nancy n uncle hing came.. dan mama.. n b'day boy!! hahaz..da kids started eatin 1st.. nice food!! yum yum.. hahaz.. eat until so full sia.. if onli he could come.. haiz.. juz wished he could.. but fate had 2 b cruel.. it just had 2.. arghh.. nvm..
Dan after eating go playground play monkey.. oh yah.. wayne joined us.. hahaz.. as we pass the ball we sing song.. dan i smsing.. me n nat smsing.. hahaz.. dan go back 4 b'day cake.. happy b'day 2 samson!! hahaz.. love my cute lil brother sooo much!! he rawkx! hahaz.. hope he will grow up to be a healthy boy n i noe tat god will bless him.. hope he will come to believe in the lord.. should bring him 2 church.. hahaz.. dan later go karaoke room.. turn on music full blast. n sing.. dan nick dancing as usual.. lolz.. dunno y jet look so sad all of a sudden.. dunno wad happened.. dunno lah... dan juz go back function room.. eat somemore.. eat somemore.. hahaz.. dan decided to play musical chairs.. kinda fun lah.. juz screaming away.. running around.. oh yah.. nat theyore take a snail n chase me around.. so freaky.. run until i so tired.. hahaz.. notti kids. but kids r kids.. hahaz.. so can't blame them.. dan we play blow wind blow.. yvonne bum so big.. knock pple off chair de.. hehex.. jkjk.. childish but fun lah.. we r still kids afterall mah.. hahaz.. we r all crazy pple.. yeap.. =) but i love it! heex.. all my frens rock!! i tink samson's party become like my party liddat.. hahaz.. all my relatives in the karaoke room.. while the kids in function room.. together wit my mum.. nat's mum.. sharon n john.. oh yah.. happy b'day 2 sharon 2!! 2day her b'day... hahax.. had loads of fun lah.. very long time since the downstairs pple had fun together in a big grp.. all caught up with exams.. cca n stuff.. so sian..
soon.. all gtg liaox.. haiz.. time pass so fast.. the nite would haf been much better if he was present... how nice.. haiz.. gonna miss yvonne loads.. dunno when i'll c her again.. dunno when downstairs frens will haf another great time 2gether again.. haiz.. wait till holidays lorh.. haiz.. yay.. tmr goin depot walk.. can c him!! hahaz.. go talk 2 him liao.. nitex!
Mormor thought at.
12:21 PM
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[ Life's sweet and yummy ~*
`Mor,MorMor or Morsha
` I'm a child of God, a very loved one as all children of His are.
`loves God, family, friends, music, chocolates, laughing, having fun, disney, lil kids and mickey's house.
` And i just wish someone would understand the magic of my wonderland.
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