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Saturday, April 30, 2005
woke up dis morning.. feelin all great...coz 2day im goin 4 yp.. n 2day i getta c him.. =)
had maths tuition in the morning.. dan ask tcher teach me physics.. coz i dun understand wad Mr chiam talkin.. wahahaz.. sian lorh.. was waitin 4 time 2 pass.. hahaz. finished tuition liao go online... use com do history SBQ n SEQ.. n c if he online... but no leh.. hahaz.. dan went offline around 2pm.. havent finish history.. die.. hahaz.. go bathe.. dan pack things.. left the house around 3pm.. dan go 4 yp with nat.. reach church liao.. nat dunno y.. dun wanna go in.. make me so paiseh... hahaz.. dan we play games.. our grp won..i tink its quite a meaningful game lah.. nid 2 memorise verses frm the bible.. dan later break into bible study groups.. 2day learn abt the 3 sides of conversion.. the human side, divine side n church side.. abt repentance, faith, forgiveness, holy spirit, baptism and body of christ. great bible study.. finished around 6pm.. dan usual place.. hahaz.. later go talk 2 elsia, nat and huimin.. soon gtg liao.. oh yah.. n thx 2 nat's father 4 buying me a bible!! i got a bible!! yay!! so happi!! hahaz.. go home.. Ian.. my 1 year plus nephew at my house now.. stayin for 2 nites.. so exciting.. 2 babies in the house.. cooL!!
another week.. juz haf 2 hold on.. dan i c him again.. hope time pass fast.. byex!
Mormor thought at.
8:28 PM
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Friday, April 29, 2005
yay!! IPW project finalli over.. its over.. but not completely.. dunno.. hahaz.. 2day had presentation.. 2 daimler chrysler.. Mr Jason Yap.. so freaky.. hahaz.. was preparing the whole day 4 the presentation. nervous.. excited.. hahaz.. loads of feelings.. can't wait 4 the whole project 2 be over.. so after sch.. go lot 1 eat lunch with emily, dolly, jiaying, pauline, ruiyan, xinyi n sufyan.. go food court eat.. the food so ex.. haiz.. no $$ liaoz.. hahaz.. dan later i go home bathe.. coz weather so hot.. perspire like siao.. dan later dad drive me back 2 sch.. hahaz.. go back sch.. memorise speech.. dam nervous lorh.. hahaz.. my grp presenting at 5pm.. dolly emily n me walk around the sch.. memorising speech.. hahaz.. saw Mr Choo.. our maths tcher.. trainee.. 2day his last day.. gonna miss him.. he's been such a great tcher.. much better dan our actual maths tcher.. hahaz.. wish him all the best.. =) soon our turn liaox!! wah.. so nervous.. dan yikai n zac tell me no nid worrie so much.. coz Mr Yap veri nice de.. realli?? hahaz.. dunno lah.. dan we go in.. atmosphere rather ok lah.. wasn't so nervous after all.. wah biang.. Mr Jason Yap.. so attractive sia.. hahaz.. got such great charisma!!! hahaz.. admire him sia.. the way he smile.. talk.. look.. wah.. hahaz.. at the end.. he say our presentation was quite ok.. except tat we kept giggling.. hahaz.. dan he say our idea interesting and can c tat we put in effort.. hahaz.. so good lorh.. dan finally finish liao!! so heng.. not tat bad afterall.. hahaz.. zac n yikai were rite.. mr yap veri nice.. hahaz.. all the gals go gaga over him liaox.. but i onli got eyes 4 1 person.. lolz.. ;P
dan later wait 4 jiaying grp finish.. dan go home together.. rushed home bathe.. eat dinner.. come online find him.. hehex.. jin tian hao xiang ta.. hahaz.. ming tian you neng jian ta lerx!! yay!! weeheex.. feel on top of da world.. hahaz.. finish bloggin liaox... sayonara!
Mormor thought at.
8:15 PM
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Thursday, April 28, 2005
2day is sam's b'day!! so lemmi sing her a b'day song.. *ah hem* clearing throat..
Happy b'day 2 you
Happy b'day 2 you
Happy b'day 2 Samantha!!
Happy b'day 2 you!! hehex.. thx 4 being sucha great sis.. god bless ya alwayz.. study hard kaex?
started the day.. well. ok.. wanted it 2 end soon.. hahaz.. veri sian in sch lah.. exams coming.. Mor.. study hard!! hahaz.. cannot slack liao.. if exams no good dan wait holiday cannot go out.. dan.. haiz.. cannot c him.. dan i will mati.. hahaz.. nth much happened in sch lah.. veri heng.. tmr once presentation over.. no more project work 4 me!! weehee!! haiz.. kena dragged down by the project work 4 almost half a year.. can die arh.. hahaz.. so after sch.. go home go online.. c if he online.. but nope.. haiz.. hen xiang yen ta.. alot.. dan type out the speech dan send 2 grp members.. later me guai guai.. go revise history.. hahaz.. dan later.. go down with sam.. got thunderstorm.. hahaz.. dan nat come down i say i nid 2 go up take something.. hahaz.. givin sam a surprise.. dan dixun, nor, deb, janne, noah n jet come up 2 my house 1st.. we get ready.. dan sam n nat came.. dan surprise!! sam was dam paiseh lorh.. hahaz.. hope she liked the surprise.. n presents.. hahaz.. dan later go down play.. dan come up my house play pillow fight.. veri fun lorh.. all screaming away.. dan bombard me with pillows.. dan taupok sam!!! yeah!! taupok!! hahaz.. fun!! if onli nick was there.. the taupok more fun.. wahahaz.. haiz.. if onli *he* was there.. hahaz.. soon all gtg home.. sian arh.. tmr the younger ones got exam.. all the best 2 them.. hahaz.. now talkin 2 him.. so blessed.. hahax.. gtg liaox.. eat cake.. byex!
Mormor thought at.
9:10 PM
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Wednesday, April 27, 2005
i miss u
juz another day in sch.. finally finished the chinese test... but i tink i fail lah... haiz.. 4got my chengyu.. y did i 4get.. haiz.. juz hope i dun fail lorh.. 2day CME n eng tcher never come.. practically got 4 free periods.. tot of studying but u noe.. classmates distraction... ended up talking.. hahaz.. sch over liao go eat lunch.. dan go fren house do project.. use the com go online.. but he not online.. haiz.. so sign out lorh.. continue wif projet.. dan tell ghost stories.. hahaz.. freak myself out.. dolly lah.. scare me.. finish liao dan go home.. rushed home.. go online.. n yay!! he online!! so happy!! =) =) =) =)
juz wanna concentrate on talkin 2 him now.. hehex.. no distractions.. dis one sure pass de.. confirm pass.. hehehex.. jkjk.. stop here.. byex!
Mormor thought at.
6:53 PM
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Tuesday, April 26, 2005
oh yeah oh yeah.. eng paper 1 finish liao.. hahaz.. another 2 more weeks dan no more exams until next semester!! hahaz.. waiting impatiently 4 exams 2 be over n i waitin 4 holidays 2 come!! i want my holidays!! hahaz.. jin tian hen xiang ta.. bu zhi dao ta xian zai zai zuo shen me..
woke up real late dis morning.. 6.30am.. rushed to bathe... gotta tie up wet hair.. haiz.. tying up wet hair isn't good.. hahaz.. but i can't get up in the morning.. hahaz.. sunk deep into my dreams liaoz.. =)
go 2 sch.. juz recap the format 4 formal letter again.. dan study ting xie.. my mind seems to be blocked.. can't get anything in.. haiz.. dan sit 4 the paper lorh.. hope i can pass.. prayed b4 and after paper.. give me abit of assurance lah.. hahaz.. whatever.. finish liao.. hand up.. go 4 recess.. canteen so crowded.. they no brain arh.. how can send all 4 levels down to the canteen.. n the canteen was like overcrowded lorh.. recess over back to normal time table.. haiz.. mr chiam.. dun even understand what he talkin abt.. esp the specific heat capacity.. 4 ur info.. its physics.. hahaz.. so confusing.. dan durin assembly got this act 3 performance.. quite interesting lah.. was waitin 4 it 2 end... want to go home.. very tired.. yao qu online.. hahaz.. end up after sch still nid 2 stay back 4 sculpture thingy.. so sian lorh.. but me n emily go awhile.. dan go home liao.. hahaz.. go home study chengyu test.. haiz.. die liao lah.. tmr chinese test sure die.. i study finish liao.. but like mei you bao wo.. no confidence.. wish me luck..
kept thinkin of him the whole day.. kuai yao feng diao lerx.. 4 more days.. dan we meet again.. hahaz.. time n distance.. tearing us apart..
Mormor thought at.
9:53 PM
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Monday, April 25, 2005
juz downloaded the song title: These words by Natasha bedingfield.. waahh!!! so nice!! esp the chorus.. i love you i love you i love you.. hahaz.. nice!!
Time pass slow.. time pass fast... tmrw is eng paper 1 liaoz.. omg.. havent study.. k, paper 1 is compo.. no nid study.. hahaz.. heng arh... lolz.. wish me luck.. lord, grant me the wisdom to do the paper.. keepin my fingers crossed.. muz do well!!! hahaz.. overcame with 'hardworkingness' 2day.. surprising.. lolz.. the day passed pretty fast.. n i dunno y.. in a high mood 2day.. rather good mood... if onli everyday was liddat.. how nice.. aahh... haha... did some stupid actions in class.. trying 2 relief stress i guess.. arranged the tables n chairs 4 the exam tmr... arrhh.. givin me the creeps.. exam phobia.. hahaz.. after sch.. on the way home.. so stupid.. was tinkin abt something.. =) tink until so engrossed dat i nearly missed the stop.. snapped back to reality and was like omg.. the stop.. hahaz.. paiseh paiseh.. lucky never tink until drooL... wahahaz.. dan go home.. bathe.. eat.. go online.. do some work.. dan he signed in.. hahax.. so nice 2 talk 2 him again.. not 2 long.. he had 2 go.. dan nth much happen liao lah.. Mor, muz jiayou.. work hard!! dan no regrets!! Gambette!!
Celebrating samson's b'day dis sun.. gonna b fun!! xi wang ta neng lai.. sam's b'day dis thurs.. hahaz.. anyway.. samson's b'day is 8 May.. my parents celebrate so early.. kiasu.. hehex.. oOps.. say wrong thing liaoz.. wahahaz.. very sian now.. hahaz.. i love the class gathering pics!! nice!! i miss da class gathering.. n i miss tat saturday.. wish i could stop time.. dan i won't haf to 'suffer in agony' now.. the pain of bu neng jian dao ta.. hahaz.. nth 2 blog liao.. buaixx
Mormor thought at.
9:33 PM
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Sunday, April 24, 2005
woke up dis morning.. missing him so much.. hahaz.. woke up go bathe.. dan later take my maths homework go livin room 2 do.. end up watching the I do I do tat movie.. didn't realli do much work.. hahaz.. the show so funny.. so stupid.. so nice.. lolz.. dan finish liao go change.. goin lot 1 4 lunch.. n 2 buy new sch shoes n get a converse sling bag!! hahahaz.. waitin 4 it 4 very long liaoz.. so go there.. eat lunch at foodcourt.. dan walk around.. buy my new sch shoes.. the old one got holes in them.. hahaz.. pathetic.. dan later go buy my converse bag.. weehee.. thx mum n dad!! lolz.. dan walk around.. buy thing 4 samson.. dan sam didn't want to buy anything.. soon go home liao lorh.. piano tcher never come.. go attend wedding.. yay.. dan can haf the afternoon to finish up my project.. haiz.. hate the stupid project.. so time consuming.. haiz... but its finally gonna b over.. dan he come online.. talk 2 him =).. do project.. listen 2 music.. nth much.. very sian day.. hahaz.. dan raining somemore.. haiz.. tmr back 2 sch.. even more sian.. rite now juz waitin 4 the holidays.. want to be carefree!!!! hahaz.. gotta hang on.. yay... celebrating samson b'day next sunday.. gonna b exciting!! hahaz.. sam b'day coming soon.. dis thurs.. i buy her present liaoz.. wahahaz.. exams coming.. AAAAAHHHH.. dun wanna tink of that.. shudders me.. eerrr... hahaz.. now listenin 2 lonely by akon.. i like dis song! so cute... lonely.. im so lonely.. i haf nobody... to call my own.. lonely!!! im very lonely!!! i miss yesterday.. so yesterday so yesterday... i want yesterday!!!!! YESTERDAY!!!!! hahaz.. mad liaoz.. im all alone... lonely..
Mormor thought at.
7:31 PM
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Saturday, April 23, 2005
a truely amazing day... magical... wonderful... lovely... fun...sweet...memorable...happy...unforgetable... =)
woke up at around 7.30am dis morning.. couldn't sleep alreadi.. coz later haf something on n class gathering.. weehee!! wasn't feeling so well.. dan i slept awhile.. watch tv.. pray tat i wil feel better.. god answered my prayer.. yay.. feeling much better.. so left the house at 11am.. reach j8 at 11.46am liddat.. hahaz.. go j8 do something larh.. hahaz.. can't tell.. shh.. but i realli enjoyed myself.. missing every moment of it.. wished time had stopped.. hahaz.. dan left around 2.30pm take MRT back 2 CCK.. dan take lrt n bus 2 pauline house 4 the class gathering.. almost couldn't find my way there... wahahaz.. but eventually i found it.. reach there.. quite alota pple alreadi.. haha.. played games.. had fun.. hehez.. dan later evacuate function room.. move 2 bbq pit.. hhaaz.. had a hard time startin the fire.. dan bbq.. fun lah.. everyone laughin.. singing songs.. do BP cheer.. so cool sia.. never seen the class spirit liddat b4.. i love it!! 203 rox!! may our class spirit continue 2 grow.. yay!! hahaz.. thanks to Iris 4 organising the whole thing.. pauline 4 providing the place.. n ms lim 4 the nice pizzas!! hahaz.. n thanks 2 all coconutz 4 turning up.. had a realli great gathering.. hope we haf more of it during da holidays.. but one thing bad about it is.. i didn't get 2 go yp.. haiz... but nvm.. i can go next week.. hahaz..
Aw man.. missing him so much now.. i wanna turn back time.. hahaz.. thank u lord.. 4 everything.. good nite pple..
Mormor thought at.
10:15 PM
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Friday, April 22, 2005
waited like the whole day 2 get my trophy.. in the end oso never get.. coz the tchers 4got abt it.. so disappointing lorh.. jiaying, clara, gp n me waited 4 like the whole sports day.. anticipating on gettin our trophy.. dan in the end.. the tchers 4got.. good lorh.. 4got.. imagine how you will feel like in my shoes.. so depressing.. wait n wait.. n all we got was nth.. nvm.. 4get it.. haiz..
2day sch until 10.10am onli.. coz afternoon got sportsday.. dan after sch, jiaying came over 2 my house.. put our bags.. freshen up.. eat lunch.. dan go to CCK stadium around 12pm.. iris book the badminton court.. so we go there play lor.. very long never play liao.. dan play until 2pm dan go report at the stadium.. went 2 report coz got prize presentation.. dan all the events.. kept cheering 4 red house.. cheer until throat sore.. hahaz.. scream like mad.. jump like mad.. juz feel very happy whenever red house win.. so proud of red house!!! yea!! i love red house!! wahahaz.. very happy 4 those who won lah.. in a high mood.. scream n scream.. hahaz.. dan soon gonna end liao.. haiz.. the whole day was so fine.. until the stupid prize presentation... they actually 4got our event.. thanks arh... make me wait 4 nth.. spoil my whole day lah.. now so angry.. argh... haiz.. 4get lah.. angry oso no use.. they will sort out the prizes dan give us on monday.. but alreadi no mood 2 receive prize lah.. wads the point.. lolz.. yay.. tmr sat.. weeheez.. =)
walked home in the rain... nice.. but scared i will fall sick.. if fall sick dan how?? hahaz.. dun care lah.. hope i dun fall sick.. can't afford 2.. exams round the corner.. got activities going on tmr.. stay strong.. he shall give me strength.. i will survive..
Mormor thought at.
7:29 PM
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Thursday, April 21, 2005
hahahahaha.. a little siao now.. dis mornin go sch sian sian de.. 1st period is reading.. coz CO members go syf.. dan ruiyan come sit beside gp.. dan gp, emily n me bully ruiyan.. hahaz.. dan she can still laugh laugh.. not realli bully lah.. juz took her pencil box n hid it.. lolz.. she very cute.. everytime laugh laugh.. siao siao one.. hahaz.. dan is chinese period.. so sian.. dan P.E.. run 4 rounds.. play handball n soccer.. ok ok lah.. except the mr tan.. so rude.. anyhow call pple ooi.. like they dun haf name liddat.. dan recess liao.. so thirsty man.. hahaz.. dan is history.. watch video.. dan maths.. so tired during maths.. fell asleep.. hahaz.. shh.. dun tell tcher.. wahahaz. dan is sickening ipw.. haiz.. spoil the whole fine day.. hahaz.. but cracked some jokes durin ipw lah.. laugh laugh.. 4get abt the stupid project.. onli laughter n him!! can make my troubles go away.. hahaz.. dan after sch stay back do project.. dan go sweep the classroom.. arrange the table n chair.. wah.. the class so messy n dirty lah.. head of management.. wad r u doin arh.... hahaz.. dan go home wif doll doll.. reach home liao.. goin 2 bathe.. dan sam online.. dan he online!! hahaz. quickly bathe.. dan eat lunch.. dan come online talk 2 him.. hehex.. brightened up my day.. =)
hope he can come tmr.. i wish.. i hope.. i pray.. hahaz..
hope BPCO get gold 4 syf!! Jiayou worz.. will tell ya the results tmr.. bye bye!
Mormor thought at.
6:05 PM
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Wednesday, April 20, 2005
i juz wanna live.. but they won't let me... they will keep coming after me.. they won't let me off.. they won't let me live... help!!!
im gonna die soon... the whole ipw cum dnt cum art project is drivin me crazy.. rushing deadlines.. never ending tasks... lack of time.. they tot we so super arh.. hello.. we r like onli 14!!! yet they expect so much frm us.. we r not pro(s) u noe.. nopex.. not.. even 4 pro(s) rite, they can do it lor.. coz they r pro wad.. n they can juz focus on doing the project well.. they haf all the time.. but we?? we haf tons of sch work.. freakin tests.. other subject projects.. n they expect high standard work frm us?? haiz.. do liao.. they not happy.. ask us redo.. nice they say not nice.. not nice say nice.. wad they want??!! everytime not satisfied.. keep scolding us.. as if we want 2 do dis project liddat.. nobodi cares if we haf time anot lorh.. i tell u do means do.. dan some pple.. freeloaders.. haiz.. speechless..
jiu ming arh.... im gonna die liao... exams startin next week.. i tink im gonna flunk... aaaahhh... NO.. i won't... work hard.. jiayou... 4 him.. i can do it de.. I CAN!!! lolz..
nid 2 scream... wwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...
zhen de hao xiang ta... bu zhi dao ji shi cai neng jian dao ta... yi tian bu jian ta, wo de sheng ming jiu hao xiang que shao le yi yang dong xi... wo bu ru bu huo suan lerx.. ke shi wei le ta, wo hui jian chi huo xia qu... qi dai kan dao ta de na yi tian...
Mormor thought at.
6:58 PM
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Monday, April 18, 2005
miss you bad... real bad.. realli bad... haiz.. y do we haf 2 suffer like tat? y muz we be seperated by distance? y muz we bear the pain of not being able 2 c each other? y muz everyone try 2 seperate us? why? why? why? its not fair.. its realli not fair.. haiz.. but 4 the sake of you, i will hold on.. hang on... cling on... no matter what, in our hearts, we'll never b seperated...
another draggy day at sch.. sch always draggy.. always boring.. SIAN... yarh.. haix.. but tats the fate of students.. unless u enjoy sch lah.. actualli sch is ok.. its the homework!! n the boring tchers tat make sch so... SIAN.. hahaz.. came home after sch.. go online.. he ain't online.. dan do the stupid ipw report.. do until now.. haiz.. haven't finished maths hw.. so sian sia.. dun wanna do anymore.. feeling so tired.. missing him so much... dying of sianzation... AAAAAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!! [[ screamin in silence ]] [[ bleeding in the heart ]] goin crazee.. hahaz.. muz like jet's last time the nick.. refrain... from... goin... crazee.... hahahahahaz.. IM MAD..
Mormor thought at.
8:28 PM
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Sunday, April 17, 2005
bought the sly ablum liaox.. okok larhz.. i like the anjing.. very nice!! hahaz.. Sly.. forever my idol... yay!! lolz..
nth much happened 2day.. had piano in the afternoon.. had 2 use alot of finger technique.. very tiring.. finish liao dan come online.. budden, he not online.. haix.. wo hao xiang ni arh... kuai dian online leh.. hahaz.. i very sian larh.. nth 2 do.. dun feel like doing hw oso.. its super sian lorh..
= wo yao bian cheng tong hua li, ni ai de na ge tian shi, zhang kai chi bang shou hu ni= lyric frm song "tong hua" ... chao nice.. 4 him.. hehex..
next week got class gathering.. hope strengthen the class bond.. n bring about the class spirit lah.. hopefully.. haiz.. dan i cannot go yp.. sobx sobx.. =(
Mormor thought at.
4:58 PM
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Saturday, April 16, 2005
its sat!! its sat!! its sat!! YAY!! hahaz..
ok, so wad if its sat? well, sat is a special day 2 me.. the best day of the week.. my fav day.. the day.. yes.. THE DAY... hahahaz..
Now is 1.10pm.. finished tuition abt an hour ago..
Had 3 wonderful dreams last nite.. 3!! 3!! hahaz... n it was so real leh.. but dan i woke up.. n realised it was juz a dream... haiz... destroyed everything.. rather continue dreaming.. dan wake up n face reality.. the dream was chao nice lorh.. muahahas.. dan i had 2 wake up frm the dream.. y?? - a dream is a wish ur heart makes - noe the song frm cinderella? hahaz..
doin nth much now.. dun feel like doing work.. yet online oso nth much 2 do.. suan lerx.. better go do work.. or else last min dan shou3 mang2 jiao3 luan4.. lolx.. coz exams coming liaoz!! aaahh!! i haf phobia of exams.. the effects quite bad lah.. i often become moody.. n i dun like being moody!! hahaz.. but when he's here.. no more moody liao.. yay!! lolz..
sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian...... so sian....... waitin 4 holidays.. waitin 4 saturdays.. waitin 4 you...
Mormor thought at.
1:16 PM
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Friday, April 15, 2005
suddenli feel so l-o-s-t
suddenli feel so d-e-p-r-e-s-s-e-d
suddenli feel so c-r-a-z-y
suddenli feel so c-o-n-f-u-s-e-d
suddenli feel so l-a-m-e
suddenli feel like s-c-r-e-a-m-i-n-g
suddenli feel like c-r-y-i-n-g
suddenli feel.... n-o-t-h-i-n-g....
n-o-t-h-i-n-g...
n-o-t-h-i-n-g...
N- o -t -h -i -n -g
Mormor thought at.
10:16 PM
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hahaz.. finally.. its friday.. a long awaited friday.. longing 4 the weekends.. at last, its here..
woke up late dis morning.. had 2 rush n bathe.. change.. hahaz.. first 2 periods was P.E.. run 5 rounds.. tcher say yesterday those in the heats can run 4.. but i go run extra.. haiz.. waste my energy.. dan play netball.. bball.. n soccer.. dan lesson over.. is science.. got test.. die liao.. hahaz.. dan recess.. dan english.. english tcher no come.. got relief.. dan we all slack sia.. our eng tcher disappeared 4 almost 3 weeks liao.. she hospitalized.. until now havent recover.. she take over our old eng tcher ms meyer.. dan she come 1 day.. dan never c her liao.. hahaz.. but she's coming back on monday.. hahaz.. dan after english is maths.. dan form class dan sch over!! yay!!
after school go lot 1 4 lunch.. dan do something.. dan go home lorh.. reach home around 3pm.. dan bathe.. dan pull deb n sam follow me back 2 ytps.. go c mr woo.. very long never go back liao.. almost 2 months.. met ningxin on da way.. very long no c her liao.. hahaz.. dan c mr woo.. keep making me laugh.. lolz.. i call dixun come back.. dan talk 2 her 4 awhile.. havent seen her in a long time 2.. she dis yr p6.. PSLE muz jiayou hor.. hahax.. saw nor.. hilary.. sherry.. mr nigow.. lotza pple lah.. went back around 5pm.. went online.. but he wasn't there.. waited 4 a while.. dan i went down.. onli nor, sam n me at 1st.. dan we go up 2 jet's house 2 get jannelle's netball.. went 2 visit jet coz he got high fever.. hope he's feeling better.. nat 2.. she oso not feeling well.. hope she's feeling better 2.. lord bless both of them.. dan later deb came down.. dan we had a mini soccer game.. onli 6 pple so we split into 2 teams.. dan 2 goal post.. dan play.. hahax.. i tink we screamed n laughed more dan we played.. we juz anyhow kick here n there.. we r noobs at soccer lah.. juz play 4 fun.. n it was fun.. n funny.. coz the way we kick.. n our reaction.. our screaming.. fun!! hahaz.. didn't realli count the number of goals.. juz play.. out oso nevermind.. juz continue.. never seen a soccer game liddat b4 rite? n somemore the ball is use netball 2 play.. hahax.. weird.. but fun!! lolz.. soon gtg home.. bathe again.. eat dinner dan go online.. but he still isn't there.. haiz.. so come 2 blog lorh.. tmr i getta c him!! yay!! hehex.. lookin real 4ward 2 it.. heex.. miss him loads..
Mormor thought at.
8:06 PM
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Thursday, April 14, 2005
hmnx.. 2day.. time passed kinda fast lah.. sch was boring as usual.. lolx.. stupid ipw.. hate ipw.. yuckz... nid 2 redo ppt again.. arghh.. soon sch over lerx.. go eat lunch.. dan go CCK stadium with nat, jiaying, gekpeng 4 da sports heats.. jiaying, gp, clara and me running da 4 by 400metres relay 4 red house.. Red house yeah!! red house!! red hot!! hahax.. was kinda nervous.. dunno can run anot.. i never train lorh... dan suddenli sprint 400m.. dunno can run anot.. heart was beatin so fast.. soon our event liao.. take up positions.. dan oh.. i hate the gun sound.. hahax.. lucky i 2nd runner.. or else i 1st runner.. reaction slow dan die.. lolx.. clara run dam fast lorh.. catch up dam fast.. dan green house 1st runner pass to 2nd runner.. dan 2nd runner set off.. dan clara pass me the baton.. i managed 2 catch up.. dan was leading all da way until last 150m.. suddenli, my arms n legs no energy n strength 2 carry on.. felt like giving up.. but da thot of him, gave me da strength 2 carry on.. n i dun wanna let my team members down.. so chiong arh!! dan pass the baton 2 jiaying liao, i fell onto the grass.. leg dam pain sia.. leg cramps.. muscle ache.. couldn't stand up alreadi.. my legs went all wobbly.. couldn't stand lorh.. hahaz.. n we got 3rd.. well.. not 2 bad lah.. n ms lim promise 2 treat us pizza if we get top 3.. hahax.. so yay!! free pizza!! hehex.. nat oso.. legs all cramp.. no strength 2 stand up.. dan we help each other.. dan ms goh ask if we nid the st john's help.. hahax.. so paiseh.. leg wobbly onli.. dan nid st john.. so we declined.. hahax.. but felt great lah.. never sprinted 400m b4.. feel like sprinting again.. lolx..
later walk home.. dan stayed downstairs.. dan went home bathe.. go downstairs again.. lolz..
yay!! St Andrew's rugby team won ACSI!! hahax.. congratulations.. =)
Now talkin 2 him online.. missed him loads.. sat will come in 2 days!! yay!! hahax.. i tink tmr i will get muscle aches.. sure one.. gonna b pain.. hahaz.. i'll let ya noe if got muscle aches tmr.. hehex.. nth 2 blog liao.. bye!
Mormor thought at.
8:52 PM
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Wednesday, April 13, 2005
haarrllooww.. juz changed blogskin.. dunno nice anotx.. somehow prefer the old one.. i dunno y.. mabbi change back? dunno lah.. 2day another boring boring day... nth much happened.. finally completed our dnt project.. at least tat is wad i tink.. coz there doesn't seem 2 be anything more we can do.. so assume its finished lorh.. haiz.. had 2 stayback 2 do somemore.. didn't get 2 go concord pri 4 da peer tutoring thingy.. argh.. hate dnt.. hate ipw.. hate art.. yuckz.. anything 2 do with the fuel cell project.. yuckz.. make us all so stress over it.. arghh.. dun wanna talk abt it liao..
missed him alot 2day.. haiz.. onli he can bring away mah troubles.. hahax.. tot of 6B 2day.. missed my p6 days.. esp after PSLE.. every1 so stress free.. so carefree.. wah... realli miss those days man... not like now.. every1 so stress.. so angry.. haiz.. dun care liao lah.. but when i tink of him.. everything seems 2 fall into place.. hahax.. i tell myself not 2 b discouraged.. well.. tats good.. heex.. he's not online now.. haiz.. ni zai na li??
Mormor thought at.
8:39 PM
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Tuesday, April 12, 2005
didn't feel like waking up dis morning.. coz i noe i hav 2 go 2 sch.. something i dread alot now.. coz of the heavy workload.. never ending projects.. sian day at sch n i feel like sleepin all the time.. n time passes so slowly... haiz.. the weather now.. not so good.. the skies dun look happy.. lightning n thunder.. woo.. scary.. but its so cooling man.. hope it rains throughout the nite.. best condition 2 sleep in.. hahaz.. well.. 2day nth much happened at sch.. reading period.. slept in class.. dan mrs toh was standing at the door.. scare me.. lucky she never scold.. lolz.. dan history period.. oso felt like sleeping.. juz couldn't keep my eyes open.. lucky during lit tcher let us do grp work.. so not tat bad.. lucky arh.. dan recess.. so hungry.. go down eat chicken rice.. dan go back 4 lessons.. science go lab.. practical.. dan during english.. tcher never come.. so oso not bad.. juz chitchat with frens.. dan chinese.. dan finally.. last period.. assembly.. go hall hear dunno wad talk lah.. abt the challenges of old age.. haloo?? we r onli 14 years old.. n dis man comes 2 our sch n tell us abt things tat will happen when we r 50 something years old.. talk abt wad cpf.. dan wad.. when we old.. all sorts of problems.. sooo boring.. practically slept during the talk.. finally it was over.. dan stay back 4 microbio workshop.. arghh.. i wanna go home!! rushed home 2 go online.. but he wasn't online.. haiz.. sho sianz.. missed him so much the whole day.. haiz.. dan 5.45pm go down lorh.. juz talk.. play with da bball.. n timing.. dan play monkey.. well.. nth much lah.. dan go home.. bathe.. eat dinner.. now bloggin lorh.. want 2 talk 2 him!! but i tink he got tuition now.. so i can't.. n now.. its raining its pouring.. moritza is yawning.. hahaz.. feeling so so sian.. wish he was here.. so i won't b so sian.. hahaz..
waitin 4 sat 2 come... so i can b happy once again.. yay.. lolz..
Mormor thought at.
7:52 PM
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Monday, April 11, 2005
feelin much much better now.. he worked magic.. hehex.. talkin 2 him online now.. hehex.. makes me go all smiley =) =) =)
hehex.. blog tmr lah.. busy talking.. no time 2 blog.. hehex.. nitexx
Mormor thought at.
9:50 PM
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aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh....
i feel like im dying soon...
goodbye...
take care...
dun 4get 2 burn paper money, house, car n food 4 me hor...
al li ga to (thank u in japanese)
but.. i'll be back... *hyuk hyuk*.. in another form.. if u get wad i mean... muahahahz..
Mormor thought at.
5:22 PM
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Sunday, April 10, 2005
heyz.. hahaz.. now sittin in front of the com.. eatin grapes.. wonderin wad 2 post.. tinking of him..
yesterday morning got tuition.. finished around 12.15pm.. dan i go online c if he online.. he online!! yay!! hahaz.. but soon he had 2 go offline.. coz he going 2 church liao.. dan i onli leavin 4 church at around 3pm.. surprising time passed fast while i was waitin 2 go 2 church.. hahaz.. well, tats good.. hm.. reached around 3.30pm.. juz in time 4 the games.. played some kinda blanket game thingy.. organised by my bible study the group.. but i wasn't involved.. i juz sat at a corner with elsia n talked.. dan later go 4 bible study.. n 2day bible study ended early.. around 5.30pm.. dan later go meet him at da same place.. n we talked n talked.. nice!! hahaz.. dan later go down n play rugby passing wit nat n maria.. soon he had 2 go off liaoz.. but at least we didn't leave very early dis time.. coz later i going 4 rfg.. went 2 the opposite hawker centre n "ta pao" dinner.. wait 4 the hokkien mee 4 20 mins... haiz.. so long.. dan we sat in van 2 david fong's house... never sat in a van b4.. haha.. all dark at the back.. nat n me were the onli gals behind.. coz sheena sat infront with her parents.. but juz kept tinkin of him all the time.. reach the house liao.. dan eat mah dinner.. so hungry.. dan sing songs.. dan later break into groups b prayed.. dan later the youths go into 1 room.. dan learnt abt the christian race thingy.. continuation frm the last time at the yp outing.. hahaz.. finish around 9.30pm.. dan we eat supper.. juz mingled around.. gained a "baby" sister.. n tats sheena.. hahaz.. n happy b'day 2 her 2.. n knew dis guy named david.. who is very very close 2 *ah hem*.. yar.. hahaz.. enjoyed the rfg lah.. smsing him.. soon gtg liaoz.. sent darren back 1st.. dan head home lorh.. reach home around 11.15pm liddat.. go bathe.. dan wait 4 hair 2 dry.. still tinking of him.. hahaz.. slept around 1am liddat..
now doing hw.. listenin 2 music.. bloggin.. missing him.. will b another LONG week b4 i c him again.. i shall hold on till than.. but meanwhile.. i haf his pic.. so i still get 2 "see" him.. hahaz..
Mormor thought at.
1:40 PM
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Friday, April 08, 2005
lalalalalalalala... 2day im very happy.. im on top of da world.. im mad!! hahaz..
woke up dis morning.. its a friday.. woohoo.. my weekends r here.. yippee!! hahaz.. went 2 sch as usual.. n it was boring.. as usual.. juz couldn't wait 4 sch 2 end.. afternoon still got ecrush.. haiz.. want to go home sleep.. eyes closing liao.. hahax.. do abit of tuition work.. dan went downstairs play.. he came!! he came!! he came!! *pinching myself* was i dreaming?? naah.. i wasn't!! hahaz... darren came as well.. natalie's cute lil cousin.. we played freeze n melt? childish rite? but i like it.. run until so tired.. out of breath liao.. hahaz.. dan played ball passing.. dan go exercise station.. soon.. gotta go home 4 dinner.. he went 2 jet's house 4 dinner.. so sad nat couldn't come down at nite.. haiz.. jet, him, nor, deb, janne came down.. we went 2 clubhouse 4 awhile.. play play.. tried jumping down n climbing up.. freaky when u jump down.. might break some bones.. hahaz.. lucky nobody did.. soon.. he had 2 go home.. haiz.. he lives so far away frm here.. haiz.. "distaphobia".. hahaz.. wished he could stay longer.. dan i went back n we went up 2 jet's house.. supposed 2 talk.. but end up laughin n throwing a bunny n pillows.. n jet n his nonsense.. janne kept laughin at his pic when he was young.. coz he looked? dis is wad janne said.. retarted.. hahaz.. n he said tat that was his evil little twin brother whom his parents abandoned.. hahaz.. n i couldn't stop laughin when he said tat.. soon gtg home lorh.. haiz.. oh yea! tmr going yp!! hahaz.. im soo dead.. got tons of hw 2 complete n tests 2 study 4.. juz can't wait till mid-year is over.. its drivin me nutz.. i can't take it anymore!! i want 2 go beach there n scream until my lungs burst!! ahhh!!!! haiz.. but its not use.. life still has 2 go on.. but its worth it.. yesh.. i guess so.. heehee.. if u get wad im talkin abt... guess i'll stop here..
dis shall b a nite 2 b remembered.. im leavin some traces.. ... ... hahaz.. good nitex..
Mormor thought at.
10:50 PM
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Wednesday, April 06, 2005
3 cheers 4 choir!! we got a high silver!! yippe!! Muz continue 2 work hard 4 a gold!! Choir jiayou!! hehex.. Big thank u 2 Mr yong( our instructor.. he rawkz), Ms Lee n Ms Hernani.. (our tchers-in-charge).. Not 2 4get all da choir members 4 their hard work!! I love choir!! hahaz..
2day woke up.. kept thinkin of da choir songs.. n kept tinkin of him lah.. saw my bottle of saga seeds.. n i got da encouragment n support n motivation.. 2 do well 4 SYF.. hahaz.. ate breakfast.. scared later faint during choir.. haha.. dan go sch liao.. so excited.. dan me, nat, cherlene n amanda stood outside classroom n talk.. laugh n laugh.. laugh until my eyes were filled wit tears.. natalie lor.. her fault.. hahaz.. soon we go down 4 mornin assembly.. dan later go toilet change into costume.. ah!! so paiseh.. walk in da costume.. lolz.. dan put makeup.. went toilet a few times... had 2 pass by classes.. so paiseh.. cherlene n i kept coverin our faces.. hahaz.. nat feet pain.. blisters.. the stupid high heels lor.. so hard 2 walk.. my leg oso pain.. haiz.. dan warm ups.. soon we haf 2 set off liao.. reached conference hall around10.45am liddat.. we go 2 a tuning room.. 1 last practice b4 our turn!! freaky.. the hall so cold.. nearly froze.. we wear sleeveless somemore.. imagine tat.. lolx.. after performance.. we sat down watch other choirs.. catholic high dam pro sia.. the boys can sing soprano part dam well.. pro pro.. they got gold with honours.. wah... hahaz.. the other choirs.. ok lah.. our choir still da best.. hee.. jkjk.. soon the results lor.. when announce our results.. silver.. dan we all happi happi lor.. hahaz.. catholic high screamed their heads off man.. hahaz.. soon headin back 2 sch.. ms lee treat us pizza.. yummy.. dan go 4 da peer tutoring lor.. so tired.. n feet aching.. dun like wearin high heels.. hahaz..
dan now online.. talkin 2 him! missed him loads.. hahaz.. later still got hw 2 do.. haiz.. hate hw.. yuckz... i love choir!!
Mormor thought at.
5:38 PM
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Tuesday, April 05, 2005
Choir muz jiayou!! SYF muz jiayou!! Get gold!! Everybodi work hard k? dan get free lunch frm ms lee!! weehee!! hahaz.. Muz do well.. everyone do ur best.. including me.. hehex.. May god bless us with da voices 2 sing well 4 da competition.. * keepin my fingers crossed*.. realli hope we get gold.. its not impossible.. hahaz.. Let u noe the results tmr!! hahaz..
Missed him so much da whole day... good nite!
Mormor thought at.
10:03 PM
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Monday, April 04, 2005
Hmx.. 2day another day at sch.. was raining practically da whole day i tink... was so cold in class.. almost froze up.. lolz... dolly n jiaying went 4 netball tournament in da morning.. was up against ang mo kio.. north zone champion leh.. wah.. so.. they lost lorh.. haiz.. but its okie.. coz we all noe the netball girls haf been workin very hard.. =) choir oso!! SYF wed.. ah!! wish us luck.. choir jiayou!! get gold!! hahaz.. lessons went on as usual.. got history test.. not tat bad lah.. hope i did well.. (got a worried look on mah face) hahaz.. dan after sch.. suddenli they want to take class photo.. so take lor.. haha.. in the end.. girls take one.. boys take one.. lolz.. n dolly n jiaying were practically jumpin around excitedly coz they r in da quarter finals.. i dunno how come lah.. hahaz.. anyway, congrats 2 them.. c them so hapi.. i oso hapi.. lolz.. stay back after sch collect choir costume.. dan go home lorh.. go bathe.. eat lunch.. soo hungry.. dan go online.. but he not online.. go fren house do project.. so i signed off.. do hw.. dan eat dinner.. dan tada( my sms tone).. 1 message received frm ??? hahaz.. now online.. chattin... hm hm... =) n bloggin.. n listenin 2 music.. whole day tinkin of him.. hehex... good luck 2 da netballers 4 their match tmr.. n choir on wed... 4 syf.. dis week test free.. but next week.. test again.. haiz.. as the cycle continues..
Mormor thought at.
9:27 PM
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Sunday, April 03, 2005
When the day is here, im tinking of u
When the nite comes, im still tinkin of u
Even in my dreams, im tinkin of u
Whatever i do, im tinkin of u
No matter how far apart we r, im still tinkin of u
When im happy, im tinkin of u
When im sad, im still tinkin of u
Whatever im feeling, im tinkin of u
No matter what, i'll alwayz be tinking of u
I haf 2 admit.. im crazy.. but as im crazy, im tinkin of u.. hahaz..
Mormor thought at.
9:31 PM
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juz finished piano.. sianz.. n now im online!! n talkin 2 him!! ah!!! hahaz.. going crazy alreadi.. somebodi plz call woodbridge.. thanks.. lolx..
2day.. woke up frm a realli wonderful dream.. wish i didn't haf 2 wake up.. juz continue dreaming.. woke up n hee.. da bottle of saga seeds was beside me.. hugging it tightly.. dan bathe.. going out 4 lunch with family.. going 2 cwp.. at jack's place.. dan at da restaurant.. samson so notti.. make so much noise.. pple eatin he take spoon.. fork.. knife.. disturb us.. hahaz.. like monster liddat.. dan later go look 4 dixun present.. bought her a mousepad n coaster set frm happy house.. hope she will like it.. soon go home liao lor.. had piano.. dan now online lorh.. heehee.. tmr back 2 sch again.. gonna b a very sian day.. at sch mah.. n without him.. sure sian wad.. dan tmr got sports heat.. hope i got da strength 2 run.. wish me luck.. n wish me luck 4 history test oso.. cannot fail.. or else die.. hahaz..
nth 2 blog liao.. bb!!
Mormor thought at.
5:36 PM
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Saturday, April 02, 2005
went 4 yp 2day.. was half an hour late.. missed the singspiration.. but at least i got 2 go 2 yp.. hahaz.. learnt new things 2day.. abt prayer.. yup.. our spiritual breath.. soon BS ended.. saw him.. hahaz.. but time had 2 pass so fast.. n soon.. i had 2 go.. haiz.. will b another week.. sad.. n now im home.. had dinner.. watch ms singapore universe.. n now bloggin lor.. he's online.. n im listenin 2 aerosmith's i don't want to miss a thing.. tinking back.. hehex.. =)
n thx 4 da present.. luv it!! Good nitex..
Mormor thought at.
9:50 AM
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Friday, April 01, 2005
fate brought us 2gether n seperated us again.. its tearin me apart.. into many pieces.. havin 2 bear the pain of not being able 2 see ya till tmr.. n 2 haf 2 wait till tmr.. seems like a long time away... haiz..
kkz, 2day.. finally its friday.. n its april fool's day!! n jiaying's b'day.. so happi b'day!! =) hahaz.. bought her a billabong wallet n water bottle.. n a cup.. shared by 9 pple.. hope she likes it.. we played a trick on ms lim during form class.. unfortunately the trick failed.. hahaz.. sianz.. stay back aft sch n collect the top 4 our choir costume.. dan go 4 art makeup lesson.. n im back home now.. bloggin.. crying.. chattin.. listenin 2 music.. haiz.. feeling so down.. feels like i've lost my heart.. omg... where did it go.. hahaz.. im dead..
Mormor thought at.
6:32 PM
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Hmm... nth much 2 do rite now.. weekends r here!! yippe!! he's not online.. hahaz.. but my lao po is online!! hahaz.. my lao pao.. emily lorh... juz hope he can come over 2nite.. *fingers crossed* hahaz.. blog more later.. byes!
Mormor thought at.
4:34 PM
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Saved by Grace, Loved by God
[ Life's sweet and yummy ~*
`Mor,MorMor or Morsha
` I'm a child of God, a very loved one as all children of His are.
`loves God, family, friends, music, chocolates, laughing, having fun, disney, lil kids and mickey's house.
` And i just wish someone would understand the magic of my wonderland.
` I have often dreamed, that my life would be,like a fairytale; A perfect fantasy...
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