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SUGAR PIE HONEY BUNCH.
In the wilderness of danger and beauty.
Jesus LOVES you.
Thursday, March 31, 2005
2day is the last day of March alreadi.. time passes real fast.. n tmr is april fool day... n jiaying b'day! hahaz..
Didn't blog yesterday coz the website was down.. argh.. n i 4got wad i wanna blog yesterday liao.. hahaz..
2day.. another sian day at sch.. coz its without him.. hahaz.. had choir.. ok.. hope we practiced well.. coz SYF is next wed!! omg.. hope our choir can do well.. haiz.. gettin the jitters alreadi.. n our new choir costume.. much much nicer dan the old one.. tho i havent seen the full costume of the new one.. onli seen part of it.. but it seems nice.. hahaz.. choir jiayou!!
Reach home around 6.30pm.. oh yah.. while i was in the bus.. saw 2 lesbians.. omg.. im disgusted.. so is nat.. hahaz.. kinda freaky.. the way they behaved.. hahaz.. dan i bathe liao.. eat dinner.. n come online.. n he online!! hahaz.. happy happy miiee.. =) Tink i nid 2 go woodbridge liao.. somebody send me there.. hahaz.. miss him until i went mad.. lolz.. jkjk..
Probably come back n blog again later.. dunno wad 2 blog liao.. sat coming!! yipee!!
Mormor thought at.
7:28 PM
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Tuesday, March 29, 2005
Haloo.. lucky no history test 2day.. but tmr got chinese test.. now studying 4 it.. wish me luck.. hope i'll do well.. :p
Nth much happened 2day.. the day seems sian.. haha.. but the weather is dam nice.. so cool.. fell asleep during reading period.. shiok.. hahaz.. almost the whole class slept.. hahaz.. nice weather wad.. the day passed slowly oso.. haiz.. cannot stop tinking of him.. heez.. lucky 2day no nid stay back.. actualli got the stupid maths enrichment thingy.. but our class has decided.. not 2 go.. hahaha.. so tmr.. wait 4 tcher 2 scold lor.. its not even beneficial 2 us at all.. go 4 wad.. waste my time.. haiz.. n oso wanna go home quickly go online.. hahaz.. n i managed 2 talk 2 him online.. haha.. yay! lolz.. waitin 4 sat 2 come.. heez..
At last, 2day we go down.. Nat, Deb, Noah, Sam and Jet went down.. well.. better dan juz a few onli rite.. played passing.. well.. try 2 jump high high dan can grow taller.. hahaz.. did perspire lah.. tats wad im aiming 4.. lolz.. hope our downstairs grp go back 2 the big grp soon.. with everyone there.. the usual.. nat, deb, noah, sam, jet, nick, nor, janne, david and zhicong.. n we welcome new pple!! pple who r cool.. lurves havin fun and crappin!! yea!! hahaz.. n tinking of a grp name 4 ourselves.. "rockers"? jet said means we everyday go down play rock music ar.. haha.. help me tink of a better name leh.. hahaz..
Juz miss ya loads n loads.. kkz, gtg back 2 work liaoz.. bye bye!
Mormor thought at.
8:49 PM
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Monday, March 28, 2005
haiz.. haven't talked 2 ya 4 a day.. but it seems like forever.. juz miss ya loads..
Kkz, 2day had 2 tests.. maths n chinese.. hope i did well.. i hope so.. esp 4 maths.. plz plz.. hope i'll do well.. at least pass lah.. got history project off my back.. finally! hope ms lim is pleased with the project.. well.. one burden off my shoulder.. tmr still got history test.. n wed got another chinese test.. wah.. so many tests.. drivin me nuts.. lessons were boRing as usual.. the day seemed 2 drag on.. juz hate it.. when it drags.. had choir after tat.. haiz.. syf nearing alreadi.. hope choir can get at least a silver.. better will b gold.. so we muz work hard.. haiz.. feelin so sian rite now.. doing hw.. took a little time of n here 2 blog.. n waitin 4 his reply.. realli miss him so much.. how m i gonna survive 4 a week.. omg.. haiz.. juz hope 2 talk 2 him soon..
Mormor thought at.
8:26 PM
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Sunday, March 27, 2005
Yesterday went 4 yp.. hahax.. n the 1st person i saw when the lift opened was him! haha.. n jet started his nonsense.. kk.. so we were there early by half an hour.. at 3pm.. yp started.. started with singspiration.. as usual.. dan a short talk.. dan played games! n forturnate enuff.. we were in the same grp.. hahax.. played some kinda spider n fly game.. later games ended.. n we went 4 bible study.. learnt abt coming under a new management.. that christ becomes the centre of ur life.. n that he controls everything.. enriching lesson i guess.. so now.. whatever i do, i muz put god 1st.. but there's someone else who's in 1st place oso la.. but i won't tell ya who.. :p hahax.. being crappy here.. dan later finished BS.. dan juz hanged around the church.. watched the guys play soccer.. actually juz watchin 1 person onli la.. lolz.. but its either u leave early or i.. haiz.. later had a game of captain's ball.. way freaky... dis rather BIG guy.. fell flat on Nat.. oh god.. i got so frightened.. Big guy on small gal.. thank god she's ok.. onli elbow hurts.. hahax.. Scared everyone there.. esp aaron.. the one who fell on her.. haha.. n nat's dad was jokin around saying.. aaron had a crush on his daughter.. lolz.. n everyone started laughing.. go home after that... eat dinner.. go online.. sms.. do history project.. slept around 1am liddat.. wasn't tired.. haha.. that ends my saturday.. n 2day is sunday.. n tmr.. back 2 sch.. haiz..
Mormor thought at.
4:53 PM
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Saturday, March 26, 2005
* I don't want to miss a thing *
I could stay awake just to hear you breathing, Watch you smile while you are sleeping, While you're far away and dreaming, I could spend my life in this sweet surrender, I could stay lost in this moment forever, When every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure... Don't wanna close my eyes, I don't wanna fall asleep, Cause I'd miss you babe, And I don't wanna miss a thing, Cause even when I dream of you, The sweetest dream would never do, I'd still miss you babe, And I don't wanna miss a thing... Lying close to you, feeling your heart beating, And I'm wondering what you're dreaming, Wondering if it's me you're seeing, And then I kiss your eyes, And thank God we're together,I just wanna stay with you in this moment forever, Forever and ever... Don't wanna close my eyes, I don't wanna fall asleep, Cause i miss you babe, And i don't wanna miss a thing, Cause even when i dream of you, The sweetest dream would never do, I'd still miss you babe and i don't wanna miss a thing... And I don't wanna miss one smile,I don't wanna miss one kiss, I just wanna be with you, Right here with you, just like this, I just wanna hold you close, And feel your heart so close to mine, And just stay here in this moment,For all the rest of time... Don't wanna close my eyes, I don't wanna fall asleep, Cause I'd miss you babe, And I don't wanna miss a thing, Cause even when I dream of you, The sweetest dream would never do, I'd still miss you babe, And I don't wanna miss a thing.
Mormor thought at.
1:02 PM
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Friday, March 25, 2005
2day ish good friday!! Happy easter day!! hahax..
So in da morning.. went 2 nat's church 4 the easter service.. hahax.. the Bethesda choir sings realli well.. hahaz.. yay!! finally got 2 see him.. after a week of waiting.. haha.. talked a little.. but better dan nth.. hahax.. n matthew started with the mor mor thing again.. lolz.. jet cut hair!! n he is mean!! so mean.. say abt natalie's hair.. his hair oso.. hahahax.. nat looks cute with da new hairstyle k.. hahax.. oh crap.. now im havin stomach cramps.. n they r hurtin.. haiz.. miss him 2 much liao.. lolz.. diff case frm nat.. hers headache.. mine stomach cramps.. haha.. funny rite..
tmr going yp.. yippee! haha.. hope nat had fun in durin her RFG bbq.. im sure she did.. heex..
now struggling with history project.. come here blog.. slack awhile.. after dis.. its back 2 work.. haiz.. hope i can do a good job.. pllz..
2day is the day jesus died 4 us.. and bore our sins.. so lets pray.. k?
wokiez.. finish praying alreadi.. gtg back 2 work.. smsing him oso.. =) nitex..
Mormor thought at.
11:50 PM
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Thursday, March 24, 2005
tml is good friday.. got holiday.. yippee!! free frm sch 1 day earlier.. n im going nat's church tml.. 4 the easter service thingy.. yippee!! hahax..
2day... another day at sch.. had p.e... yea.. played some game.. rather sillly but fun la.. haha.. esp when the girls play it.. can hear them screaming.. kk.. im a gal 2.. n i screamed.. lolz...soon sch ended... but had ecrush n choir.. ecrush 2day was on internet relationships thingy.. guys n gals seperate.. guys attended a session on porn.. haha.. oOps.. censored word.. haha.. wondered what they learnt.. diaox.. they were made 2 swear or something.. dunno wad la.. dan go 4 choir.. syf coming lerx.. choir jiayou.. hahax.. so glad they changed the costume.. so we dun have 2 wear tt rainforest.. yuckz.. the new one.. definitely much better.. alot better.. hahax.. thanks 2 the committe... yay! muahahas..
Now im back home.. online.. waitin 4 him 2 come online.. haha.. thx nor 4 sending me the anyone of us song.. hahax.. haf fun in malaysia.. dunno wad i can blog liao.. * beaming* coz i finally get 2 cya tml.. yay!! dunno wad 2 blog liao.. nitex..
Mormor thought at.
10:03 PM
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Yay!! Tml i get 2 cya!! Finally!! after a week of waiting.. oh yes!! Im practically jumpin around!! hahax..
Mormor thought at.
8:14 PM
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Wednesday, March 23, 2005
Hihi... well 2day practically nth much as usual.. onli tinking of ya made the day interesting.. heex.. after sch went 2 concord pri 4 some kinda tutoring thingy.. tutored dis p6 boy called seng keat.. he so cute.. everytime ask if he understand.. dan he smile smile.. cheerful lil' boy.. haha.. likes maths.. opposite of me.. lolz.. i tutored him in maths la.. suprisingly.. i still remember my p6 maths.. thank god.. or else.. will make a fool outta myself.. instead of i teach them is they teach me.. lolz.. soon go home lor... kk.. n chased the 300 bus.. frm quite a distance.. haha.. luckily the bus waited 4 us.. or else.. ran in vain.. lolz.. panting somemore.. k.. who doesn't pant when they run? lolz.. juz crappin here.. 2 erm.. get rid of some unhappiness in me.. coz of tt stupid history thingy.. haiz.. dun wish 2 talk abt it.. juz makes me feel.. angry.. n sad lar.. diaox.. he finally got his com fixed.. i can talk 2 him again! yay! hahax.. fri.. hope he comes.. haiz.. dunno wad 2 blog alreadi.. missing the holidays again.. can't get myself outta tt holiday mood.. hahaz... sch.. 1 word.. sian... hope i've realli found ya.. never wanna let go..
Mormor thought at.
7:43 PM
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Tuesday, March 22, 2005
If onli time would freeze at that very very moment.. dan i could c u 4ever... n cherish tt very moment that we have...
Mormor thought at.
8:30 PM
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Sch was boRing as usual.. had 2 rush through history project.. slept at around1am last nite.. coz of the project.. haiz.. no choice.. last min work wad.. juz hav 2 sacrifice my sleep lor.. in order 2 complete it.. passed it up 2day.. haiz.. tink it looks ugly.. the job seems 2 hav been done badly.. but.. no time! haiz.. disappointed in myself.. so sad..
* tinking of ya constantly * * wanting 2 cya so much * * hoping sat will come soon enuff *
* wanting 2 talk 2 ya all the time * * Missing ya so badly * * dreaming of ya * * cherish whatever time we hav * * Never wanna let u go *
Hmnx.. zach so funny.. so "lucky" 2day.. he met a pervetic gay.. a man in his fifties.. haha.. 4 full coverage of story.. kindly approach him.. lolz.. so not juz gals, guys be careful as well.. haha.. Mr chiam always jokes around.. saying tt if u bring a bottle of mineral water 2 changi there.. hold it up high n mapoks( GAY in malay ) will start flocking 2 u.. dun believe? u go try la.. hahax.. jkjk.. alwayz crappin around durin science lesson.. n oh boy.. i dun tink i understood or learn anything 4 physics lor.. always slackin in science lesson de.. coz t-cher lax mah.. so students oso lax la.. diaox.. i haf tests coming up.. wish me good luck.. gtg study liao.. bb!
Mormor thought at.
5:41 PM
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Sunday, March 20, 2005
2day.. boRing day.. coz tml back 2 sch.. haiz.. so sad.. y.. wish i can suddenli fall sick.. n noah's idea.. drink urine.. haha.. dun wanna go back 2 sch.. it sux big tyme.. haiz..
dis morning went 2 beach with family.. eat lunch there.. nth much 2 do.. din cycle.. din get 2.. haiz.. missed u so much.. soon go home.. boy enjoyed himself at da sea.. go back got piano.. haiz.. exam in sep.. stress again.. dan do homework.. go down play.. sms.. chat online.. haiz.. boring day la.. coz tml back 2 sch.. haiz.. juz can't stop harping over it..
I miss you so much.. so so so much.. im addicted liao.. 2 addicted.. can't get u outta mah mind.. hahax.. when will i cya again? hope it will be soon.. but soon enuff isn't soon enuff.. cinderella story one of the lines.. said by da stepsister.. geez.. i can almost remember everyline.. watch 2 many times ler.. haha..
dun wanna go back 2 sch!!!! haiz.. but being forced 2.. hope i can go yp next sat.. nitex..
Mormor thought at.
9:44 PM
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Saturday, March 19, 2005
Woke up dis morning.. n the 1st thing tt came 2 my mind.. well.. it was something.. haha.. so i went online.. dan nick was online.. send him the jay chou qing tian.. took more dan an hour coz of some firewall thingy.. haiz.. n ------ came online!! yay!! so i chatted 4 almost the whole morning until the time i went 2 bathe 2 get ready 2 go 4 yp.. hahax.. so went yp.. jet din go coz of project.. sad.. dan he cannot c aisle.. haiz.. but nat gets 2 c ice-cream n mattress while i got 2 c durian.. haha.. sad sand din come.. so nick din get 2 c her.. kk, enuff of dis.. haha..
So we went there had sinsperation.. ( sing songs lar) dan later there was this guy who talked 2 us abt some kinda marathon.. christian race or something liddat.. was alittle boring la.. sit until butt burn n back ache.. n finally.. games time.. separated into grps.. dan played the amazing race.. had 2 run.. n legs were aching.. coz of the sprinting i did yesterday.. haiz.. but had fun still.. dan finish we had refreshments.. dan later walk walk around.... dan play captain's ball.. btw.. the outing was at bishan park.. but time passed soo fast.. y.. haiz.. had 2 go liao.. had dinner at the hawker centre nearby.. dan later went with nat's mum n jan's mum n some aunty 2 suntec city hush puppy warehouse sale.. walk n walk until leg pain.. haiz.. dan went 2 the food thingy.. ate.. yummy.. soon go home le lor.. haiz.. want to go 4 sunday sch tml leh.. but duno if can.. got uncompleted hw n piano in da afternoon.. nid 2 practice.. haiz.. haiz.. haiz..
But realli glad 2 c ------.. but i have 2 wait another week b4 i can see again.. n if i dun go yp next week dan.. haiz.. but i thank god, thank nat n thank jet 4 everything.. haha.. sms bill high.. com spoil.. y so suay de.. haiz.. anyway, tired lerx.. nitez nitez.. had a great day..
Mormor thought at.
11:36 PM
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Thursday, March 17, 2005
cheyz.. attitude sia.. hate it.. dun give mi attitude 2 c.. bleahs..
Haha.. waitin 4 u 2 go online.. but u havent online yet? haiz.. so sianz.. dan everybody go watch the channet 8 show.. dan wad i do? haha.. Mabbe i go watch oso.. haha.. but tml last episode lerx... dan 2day i watch.. like so extra liddat.. diaox.. hahax.. 2day at least did some running.. played timing and relay.. didn't sweat much but at least.. i got myself 2 move.. haha.. if not i will grow fatter by da minute.. tt will be scary.. havent gone swimming fer a long time.. haha.. but like oso lazy 2 go coz im addicted 2 da com.. ooh.. haha.. pull me away n i shall have u screaming 4 a long time.. kk.. not tt bad.. at least tt's wad i tink..
I hate tt sickening hacker!!! He go hack ningxin account oso.. haiz.. He is so sick!! Hack pple account 4 wad.. ur own account dun have ar.. dunno how 2 create one ar.. lame lor.. stupid.. so extra.. pple got their own accounts dan u dun haf.. jealous dan wan to take pple account.. extra la.. n get outta mah sight.. makes me wanna puke.. n if i ever find out who it is.. tell me where is the knife.. haha.. m i tt violent? u tink leh?
Lolz.. the previous paragraph was juz 2 vent my frustrations.. heex.. vent finish lerx.. muahahas.. 2day choir kept sniffing away.. coz of my stupid nose.. acting up again.. wanna juz chop it off sometimes.. make my life so kang kor.. haiz.. tml fri liao.. y so fast.. haiz.. dunno y.. i feel excited.. as tho something gonna happen liddat.. haha.. i dunno y... i wonder y.. hope something exciting happen lorz.. will be waitin.. wait hen jiu liao lehx.. wad time u coming online? haiz..
Mormor thought at.
9:57 PM
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At least 4 now... i found a new piece of my puzzle.. but there r still many blanks 2 be filled.. haiz.. haf 2 continue waitin patiently... till it is .. completed..
Mormor thought at.
3:49 PM
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Wednesday, March 16, 2005
Haha.. had a sleepover yesterday... Who was present? Nat, Nor, Noah, Yvonne, Sam n me.. haha.. fun! Well.. around 8.15pm liddat we went 2 jet's house... we didn't realli talk much la.. haha.. coz there were kinda like temptations.. like the com.. the piano.. n the tv.. haha.. so around 10 something.. we went downstairs 4 a while.. dan later go up 2 my house.. K, noah was so cute.. he bring 1 big bag with his pillow n blanket.. haha.. So we went back.. so sad samson sleeping lerx.. dan we took out all the mattresses.. haha.. dan we watch the Champion!! Von bought the CD.. yay! Felt like swimming after seeing them.. hahaz.. dan later we watch shark tale.. didn't talk much oso.. abit onli la.. dan later they were all laughing coz i did some funny actions.. haha.. n laugh until siao lor.. hahahaha.. nat fell asleep around 2 something liddat.. dan left the rest of us.. haha.. juz crapped around.. we took a video oso.. lolz.. dan later we watch cinderella story.. but i was kinda sleepy but i couldn't sleep coz of my idiotic nose.. haiz.. haha.. i was tossing n turning.. by around 4.30am.. most of us fell asleep lerx.. onli Nor power sia.. not sleepy at all.. can do homework somemore.. pro sia.. hahaz.. soon morning ler.. so fast.. haiz.. samson make so much noise.. haha.. dan around 9 something we all woke up ler.. eat prata.. dan watch the champion.. nat went home 1st coz of tuition.. dan noah later.. dan nor lor.. in the afternoon von went home lor.. haiz.. anyway, it was dam fun lor.. haha.. hope june got another sleepover.. haha.. time pass realli fast.. wed ler.. n i havent touched my homework.. im so dead u noe.. haha.. nvm.. relax.. can finish de.. jiayou.. see.. pathetic me.. consolling myself.. sianz.. dun feel like going home.. haha..
I hate the hacker!! He is such an idiot!! argh!!
Mormor thought at.
8:25 PM
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Ahh... im happy.. im crazy... im siao.. haha.. coz i found a new piece of my jigsaw puzzle!! yay!! haha.. diaox.. Im at yikai house now.. house warming party.. nice house.. lolz.. but im playin com.. n some stupid hacker hack my previous account!! I hate hackers!! They suck big time!! I hate hackers!! Go n die la.. now gotta create new account n add all the contacts again.. waste my time.. n haiz.. i can't remember the emails.. dOtx... haiz.. y i so stupid.. y i so stupid.. u idiotic hacker... I wanna kill u!!! haha.. dun mind me... im Crazy... yes.. im... argh.. i feel like killing the dam hacker u noe... i feel like choppin him into pieces.. cookin him.. feed 2 the dogs.. kk.. dis is gettin rather... erm... erm.. i dunno wad 2 say.. ahh... haha.. haha
Muahahas... dun mind me.. juz crappin around here.. blahs.. come back n block later.. haha.. bye bye..
Mormor thought at.
6:15 PM
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Monday, March 14, 2005
Memoriies came floodin again.. becoz.. dunno.. hahax.. crap la.. u appeared in my dreams.. haiz.. y did you.. n it happened all over again.. juz lyk some stupid fool again.. geez.. y things liddat? i told myself cannot.. but dan.. somehow.. juz can't help it.. *beating*.. when i ------... y? *punchiex*.. if onli i could.. dan *arbish*.. dan *eekky*.. die liao.. wad rubbish m i crappin? lolz.. i dun seem 2 be myself 2day.. haloo haloo moritza lim.. *snap back 2 reality plzz* thank eeuu.. Omg.. im going crazy.. im talkin 2 myself.. uh-oh.. nuh-uh.. im talkin 2 u... ya u! yes u! u!! haiz. don't get it? suan4 le.. sianz.. 1 word.. sianzation... but those tons of homework can kill miie.. honest.. so much u noe.. wad de.. haiz.. Me not in good mood.. i dunno y.. not even in the mood 4 anything liao.. all ya fault lar.. c.. spoil mah mood.. argh.. kk.. mor muz control.. cannot bad mood.. muz happi :) .. diaox.. dOtz.. siAo.. mAd.. dIng dOng bEll.. wad happened 2 miie? oh- no.. [[ feel like crying now ]].. y? dun wanna sleep early 2nite.. n i promised 2 start on mi work.. but... i dun tink i can.. but i haf ta.. eh... y u so liddat.. i dun wanna do hw.. hw oh hw i hate u u stink! i wish i could wash u away in the sink! rmb the poem ningxin wrote in my A.B durin p6.. hahaz..
u make me feel like puking.. u make me feel like puking.. u make me feel like.. puking.. puking.. puking everywhere oh baby puking.. puking.. yea.. yea.. lol.. dis is wad i sang to sam 2 day.. i cant rmb y i sang tt anyway.. but tot it goes rather well with e song.. lolz..
Mormor thought at.
9:36 PM
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Hm.. wad 2 blog 2day.. lemmi tink.. Nat is beside me now.. so i erm.. a little bit difficult 2 type something.. coz when pple beside me.. i dunno wad 2 type.. haha.. waitin 4 the sleepover tml.. y jet cannot come.. haiz.. noah muz come hor.. if not no fun lerx.. haha..
2day morning wake up go choir.. dan later finish go emily house do project.. instead of doing.. we play piano.. gp and amanda sleep.. dolly left early to go east coast park with her netballers.. haha.. project completed.. halfway onli.. muahahas.. sooon go home.. dan later go down.. hahaha.. borIng coz nat n deb never come down.. haiz.. but noah, jet, sam n me talk rubbish.. haha.. soon go home.. n now here i am.. typing.. with noah entertainin my brother.. nat beside me.. haha.. sam in the room oso..
Havent looked at my homework yet.. haiz.. dun feel lyk lookin.. wait i sure faint de.. hahax.. mayb start a little 2nite.. i hope i can.. at least juz gather the homework 2gether? lolz.. come back blog later.. dunno wad 2 type liao. haha..
Mormor thought at.
8:38 PM
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Sunday, March 13, 2005
argh... feel like killing some pple.. where's the knife.. haha..
seriously i dunno wad 2 blog.. duno wad 2 say.. dunno wad 2 type down.. actually got alot 2 type.. but somehow.. can't seem 2 type.. weird rite.. funny.. 2 days of the holidays pass le.. but i havent touch any of the homework yet.. n im so dead.. projects havent completed.. argh.. agree with zac.. 1 week holiday.. 1 month's homework.. haha.. progress report results so lan.. haiz.. shi bai shi bai.. sad.. haha.. muz work harder liao..
argh.. i dunno wad 2 blog.. haiz.. haha..
Mormor thought at.
10:16 PM
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hm.. went 2 orchard road with emily, gp, ruiyan, xinyi, dolly, caijun n jolyn 2day.. walk n walk until my legs gonna break liao.. haha.. so crowded there.. bought gp a roxy bag.. ms lim treated us 2 ice-cream at cwp there.. thanks!! haha.. muz haf cost her a bomb.. hahax.. took neoprint with emily, ruiyan and xinyi.. soon go home lor..
Later dan i blog.. dunno wad 2 blog now.. haiz..
Mormor thought at.
8:23 PM
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Saturday, March 12, 2005
Yay!! Theory exam finally finished!! i hope i can pass.. haha.. Dumb dumb msn.. still cannot sign in.. haiz.. sianz..
March hols come lerx!! Yipee!! haha.. but very fast gone de la.. haiz.. hope time pass slowly.. havent blog 4 quite a while.. coz internet was down.. thanks 2 daddy who fixed it again.. but msn got prob... cheyz.. haha.. tml going orchard with emily, gp, dolly, ruiyan, xinyi, jolyn, caijun n ms lim.. haha.. hope can have fun..
2day after theory.. went 2 novena square 2 meet yvonne.. dan we take MRT go bugis.. omg.. the neoprint shop there dam big sia.. haha.. took so many.. haha.. eat mac.. dan walk walk around.. bought a hp pouch.. nice.. lolz.. soon go home liao lor..
Hmx.. sms gonna explode liao.. uh-oh.. haha.. but i love smsing.. so dun care larx.. hahaz.. ah.. im so happy.. coz i tink i found a new piece of my jigsaw puzzle.. haha.. tink onli.. not sure yet.. lolz..
Kk, blog tml.. plz lord.. bless me n hope i can pass my theory.. keepin my fingers crossedx..
Mormor thought at.
10:41 PM
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Tuesday, March 08, 2005
4 more days 2 theory n boy m i gettin the jitters.. well.. not really.. haha.. but scared i can't remember anything.. shikes..
nth much 2day.. tml chinese test.. i hate it.. chengyu.. got plenty 2 study.. n i havent started on theory at all... im dead.. 2day joey's (my lao gong) b'day.. so Happy b'day Joey!! :p
2molo yupiing bday.. sure got alot of prezzies de.. frm some pple.. hahaz.. haiz.. watch de cinderella story AGAIN.. dis show can realli make me cry.. i almost cried again.. diaox.. haha.. im emotional.. can't help it.. or mayb not emotional.. its siao.. watch show again oso cry.. dumb rite? tt's mi bahx.. suddenly i feel supressed.. dunno y.. my mood like sunk liddat.. mood swings i guess.. dunno y... so funny one..
can't wait 4 the ---------... yupz.. hope got the desired pple going.. n hope we have fun.. yup.. i hope so.. plz plz plz.. plz plz plz.. plz plz plz.. all these plz come frm deep inside mah heart.. so plz plz plz.. make it happen.. thank u.. eh wait, who m i saying thank u 2 ar? dunno... crazy me..
well, i guess im not realli tt shattered now.. but still a little.. but not tt bad.. haha.. gotta tink of a new name liaoz.. :p
Mormor thought at.
8:56 PM
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Monday, March 07, 2005
eww.. the choir costume is horrendous.. haven't the t-chers got any sense of fashion?!?! i dun tink they do.. its like.. duh.. old fashion n ugly lor.. n im gonna wear it 4 the sch's 45th anniversary? Omg.. hope i not wearing it 4 syf.. or else dunno where 2 put my face liao..
2day had a long day at sch.. choir until 6pm.. 1st 4 periods DNT.. do project work discussion so not tt bad.. haha.. we talk n talk.. lolz.. dan later recess.. dan science, english, maths dan chinese.. dan after sch got the red house selection 4 the sports day thingy.. i signed up 4 the 4 by 100m relay.. but the sec 1s run dam fast lor.. so couldnt get in.. so paiseh sia.. hahaz.. dolly pro lor.. run chao fast.. haha.. shiok sia..
Haiz.. y t-cher change the test 2 wed? i havent study yet.. dan still muz pass up dnt by wed.. where got time.. siao siao siao.. im goin siao.. dun feel lyk doin any homework.. jet gd sia.. wed going 4 cruise.. his sch organise de.. haha.. sho fun.. i oso wanna go.. bleahs.. dun tink our sch will ever organise something liddat lor.. theyore independent sch.. diff mahx.. haha.. lucky lor.. who ask them so clever.. they like the *elites*.. haha.. singapore's future in their hands liao.. but we all these not so elite ones oso cannot give up.. muz fight fight fight.. dan might even be better dan them.. yea.. wad a load of crap.. haha.. 4give.. im doin this 2 de-stress.. so dun mind.. thank u..
don't u tink im lame? yes i m.. tink i will start work at 9 larx.. slack 4 the time being.. lolz.. dumb msn still cannot sign in.. haiz..
Mormor thought at.
8:44 PM
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Sunday, March 06, 2005
Hi.. right now im bloggin 2 de-stress.. Im goin hysterical at the moment.. since yesterday till now, i have been doing theory.. n its drivin mi crazy.. haf so many things 2 learn.. n i onli have less dan a week b4 my exam approaches.. dan still have uncompleted TONS of homework n DUMB projects to do.. t-chers still say they combine into 1 project so we have less work.. wad the heck.. rubbish.. less work? i tink more work.. dan every week oso got new project.. can u believe it.. every week.. they tot we so free ar.. siao.. so free ask them go do themselves la.. dan still got DUMB cca.. DUMB maths enrichment which they force me 2 go 4.. waste my time.. go there oso learn nth.. stupid..
IM STRESSED... somebody help me.. wish theory exam faster over.. can't take it liao.. dan dis yr still takin grade 8 practical.. i can go bonkers.. haiz.. but haf 2 finish by this yr.. or else next yr worse.. no time at all.. sec 3... more stress.. dan dis yr streaming!! n my results like?? haiz.. dun wish 2 talk abt it.. all so terrible... how how how... dan no time go downstairs play.. i wanna c my frens.. haiz.. dan thurs got this DUMB chinese test.. n i havent study yet.. haiz.. feel like screaming my lungs out.. AHHHHH... naah.. it wont help.. juz wish all the stressful things disappear.. tt would be super effective.. lolz..
Im currently mentally unstable.. at dis point in time, my jigsaw puzzle.. i have a hard time finding the pieces..
Mormor thought at.
7:48 PM
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Yesterday had 2 go back 2 sch 4 CIP.. collect newspapers n old clothes.. fun but tiring.. haha..
Well, later spent the whole afternoon doing theory n took a nap.. Dan evening got piano lesson.. sianz.. t-cher say do 1 1/2 hour lesson.. in the end 2 hour lesson.. haiz.. so tired sia.. later eat dinner.. was so hungry liao.. dan watch a cinderella story again.. love tt show.. dan later went down 4 a walk with sam, samson, mum n dad.. saw noah n his mum.. haha.. dan they talk talk.. later went up 2 their house 4 awhile.. yay!! haha.. nat was like shocked.. but happy.. lolz.. dan see through their baby photos.. so funny.. noah dam cute last time.. now oso la.. lolz.. dan samson see the pics oso laugh.. siao kia ar he.. haha.. soon gotta go home liao lor.. haiz.. go home continue the cinderella story.. hahaz..
Dan finished liao.. i received 1 message!! yay!! haha.. dan from tt 1 message chat until dunno how many message la.. i onli noe chat until 12 midnight.. lolz.. dan go zzz liao.. My day sounds boring rite.. well.. it is.. juz can't wait 4 12 March.. 4 theory exam 2 be over.. dan Msn quickly fixed liao.. dan holiday come.. dan play play.. haiz.. still have 2 wait another week.. sianz..
Well.. nth much gonna happen 2day.. havin piano again.. argh...
Mormor thought at.
10:18 AM
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Friday, March 04, 2005
u dumb msn.. haiz..
nth much 2 say.. im not happy neither m i sad.. im juz.. shattered..
If i could turn back time.. i realli would..
If i could chose a diff path.. i realli would..
If i could change my life.. i realli would..
If i could choose not to be sad.. i realli would..
If i could fly.. i realli would..
If i could see 4get u.. i realli would..
If i could juz have fun.. i realli would..
If i could continue sleepin 4ever.. i realli would..
If i could do a million things at a time.. i realli would..
If i could juz dream of you.. i realli would..
If i could.. If i could.. i wonder if i could...
Mormor thought at.
8:33 PM
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Thursday, March 03, 2005
stupid stupid msn still not working.. argh... tink something wrong with the com.. anyone any idea how 2 kill virus? haha.. tink got tt wad stupid spyware adware.. wad rubbish la..
got back maths n bio results.. lan4 dao4 yao4 si3.. haiz.. so sad.. bio dan lan4 sia.. maths still ok.. but still lan4 la.. in sch as usual.. okok.. loved P.E.. lyk running now.. dan play netball n bball.. perspire.. tt's wad i want.. hahax.. dan other lessons.. ok la.. soon sch end dan go choir lor.. auditions.. we sing lyk shit liddat.. haha.. another day gonna end soon.. in lyk 4 hours time.. so sian.. waitin 4 march hols sia..
3 days never go online liao.. sobx sobx..haha.. im addicted liao mah.. BP band nice worz.. watched them 2day.. band rocks!! haha.. coz my lao po emily inside mah.. :> lolz.
Loving u all my life.. loving u until my last breath.. *aw*.. but who is this person tt i can love?
Mormor thought at.
8:25 PM
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Wednesday, March 02, 2005
arghx.. msn still not working.. wad the.. haiz.. so sad.. can't go online.. haiz.. can't check mail.. haiz.. wads the problem with the internet connection or service? Nth wrong wad... dan y cannot sign in.. bleahs..
2day another day at sch.. durin history watch some clip abt the world war 2.. dan durin eng go library n sleep.. lolz.. dan durin maths was so boring.. durin science, mr chiam joke again.. he act cute sia.. haha.. very funny.. make me laugh until siao.. dan dnt... dam project.. argh.. where got time 2 meet up? haiz.. dan soon go home liao lor.. do homework.. deb came.. she n sam do dunno wad dance.. they laugh until head want to drop off liddat.. haha.. dan go down.. Finally!! played badminton 4 awhile.. skills lan4 liao3.. haiz.. haha.. but we perspired!! after so long.. we finally perspired.. coz.. we went joggin around the condo.. haha.. jog 2 times.. nice! haha.. dan buy one bottle of coke all share.. heehee.. sharing tastes the best.. yup..
saw u.. memoriies came back again... diaox.. u seem like u didn't care.. anyway, i didn't care either.. hahaz.. 4get it la.. its all finished.. but can i 4get?
Theory exam coming.. wish me luck.. scared sia.. but lookin 4ward 2 it.. hope it ends soon.. dan im free 4 awhile b4 continuing my practical.. haiz.. workload never seems to end.. juz keeps comin n comin.. wad goes around comes around wad goes up muz come down.. haha.. Karma by alicia keys.. duno y i type tt oso.. lolz..
never ever gonna feel sad again.. ( mor2, lies again.. u r gonna feel sad once more..) Naah.. haiz.. dun care larx.. when feel sad dan sad.. when feel happy dan happy.. emotions liddat one la.. unpredictable..
Mormor thought at.
8:19 PM
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Tuesday, March 01, 2005
crap.. MSN messenger not working... either mah com lag or something wrong with connection or Msn got prob.. haiz.. cannot go online.. so sian...
2day nth much.. juz basically sch.. dan during science lesson... Mr chiam talk rubbish.. sho lame.. but still can make pple laugh.. wad 2 do.. we r oso lame pple mahx.. dan on t-cher's day we get him a wheelchair.. coz he is awarded the lamest t-cher award.. lolz.. lame...
Durin maths lesson.. memoriies came flooding back 2 me.. haiz.. y did i have to remember it all over again.. onli makes me sad.. haiz.. dan i read through somethings again.. n yup.. i realised tt i haven't completely done so.. did i make the wrong decision? why did it go wrong? The answers never seem to appear.. so i have to search 4 em'.. n thus.. my jigsaw puzzle.. still isn't completed afterall.. [[cries]]
But i noe, after i completed mah story, my mood better.. i became the cheerful me again.. tho not as cheerful as ever.. but better dan nth.. i feel tt the weights on my shoulder became lighter however.. my heart still sunk deep down.. wonderin when it will ever float again.. i guess when the time comes.. yup... when i REALLY finished mah puzzle.. when will tt be?
Lookin 4 the answer that answers all mah questions.. the key to freedom.. freed from all agony..
Mormor thought at.
8:51 PM
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Saved by Grace, Loved by God
[ Life's sweet and yummy ~*
`Mor,MorMor or Morsha
` I'm a child of God, a very loved one as all children of His are.
`loves God, family, friends, music, chocolates, laughing, having fun, disney, lil kids and mickey's house.
` And i just wish someone would understand the magic of my wonderland.
` I have often dreamed, that my life would be,like a fairytale; A perfect fantasy...
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