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Monday, January 31, 2005
2day is the last day of the month.. haiz.. time pass real fast.. n im gonna lose u... soon enough.. unless u will not go that soon.. yup.. i wonder when.. pple looking 4ward 2 new year.. i dread it.. 4 now i guess.. i just.. haiz.. dun wish 2.. lose u.. losing u.. will bring me pain.. agony.. unhappiness..loneliness.. WHO'S LEAVIN?? haha.. u dunno.. 4get it.
Nobody leavin.. just some thoughts.. tell mi in advance k? wad's the point.. IT aint gonna read my post.. how will IT noe.. sobx sobx.. showers of blessings.. if u get wad i mean.. sueyee.. yup.. lolz..
2day.. class celebrated the jan babies b'day.. cooL.. got yummy cake 2 eat.. haha.. Happy birthday 2 all january babies.. who r.. yvonne, audrey, huiyi, debbie, larry, derek, raymond, luqman, halimah, Ms Lim, Janne, Hariz, agnessa n of course how can i 4get!!! SYLVESTER!!!! haha.. all turn older liao.. heehee.. mi 2.. hahaz..
dunno wad 2 blog liao.. byez
Mormor thought at.
9:33 PM
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Sunday, January 30, 2005
2day is my b'day!! haha.. received presents.. received greetings.. really happy..
Feel so blessed 2 have so many great friends!! 2 thank all of them!!!
Natalie, Debbie, Samantha, Norine, Dittaya, Ningxin, Janne, Noah, Nicholas, Jethro, Jannelle, Larry, Emily, Dolly, Gekpeng, Ruiyan, Xinyi, Jiaying, Pauline, Chuling, Maycee, Lendl, Norman, Yikai, Anliang, Hanif, Derek, Darius, Ms Lim, Mr woo, dixun, Caijun, Iris, amanda, David, Mum n dad.. haha.. Agnessa, Daniel, Yvonne, Gabrielle, Joey, Janice, Jasmine, Sherlyn, Renee and everyone la.. haha.. Thanks 4 da presents n greetings.. haha.. u guys rock mah life!!
Haiz.. so fast my b'day gonna over.. but anyway.. still have next year.. haha.. cant wait.. Hoping this year will spring surprises.. but so sad.. haiz..
so 2day go swenson eat.. yum yum.. dan go taka walk walk.. never buy anything.. lolz.. dan come home dan go swimming with natalie n gang.. fun! noah n nick entertain us.. heehee.. Larry's friends came.. 4 i dunno waad.. but he joined us 4 swimming.. dan later go down play lor.. not really that fun a day.. but ok la.. wad can i expect.. juz glad 2 be with my friends.. heex..
Thank u so so much.. God bless all of ya.. n stay happy!
Mormor thought at.
8:10 PM
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Saturday, January 29, 2005
listening 2 qi li xiang.. love that song so much.. makes me think.. kk.. so 2day i guai guai.. go help my dad wash n polish car.. but oso bad bad.. coz i never do homework.. haha.. Now my feelings very messy.. 1 min i happy.. next min i sad.. actually not really sad.. but juz feel so tired n down.. i really really .... ... .. ....
Thanks Nat, deb, sam, janne, noah, nick, jethro, jannelle, nor, emily, dolly, gekpeng, jiaying, xinyi, ruiyan, pauline, lendl, norman n mw 4 da presents.. u guys really rock.. thanks 4 remembering.. n oso thanks 2 all the pple who remember mah b'day.. hee.. so sweet of u pple..
Really ....... ... .. much... haha.. wanna _ ... haha.. fill in the blanks.. haha.. take ur time.. each blank 1 mark.. ans carefully hor.. jkjk..
i cant think.. of anything i can say on this post.. its so secretive de.. i mean.. its personal.. haha.. k, i shouldn't even have mentioned it in the 1st place.. crap.. im so sick of keeping it 2 myself.. WANNA EXPLODE!!!!! nobody listens.. haiz.. really gonna bao zha liao.. somebody save me..
keeping it frm myself.. hiding frm reality.. living in a world of deception.. the world will not work.. things go wrong.. so wrong... cant even do what i want.. pple will ask u.. they keep probing into it.. its irritating n it sucks.. whatever u do.. if pple kan bu shun yan, dan they will say say say.. crap lor... haiz.. Dan.. all those depressing stuff.. things never ever go right.. they just... worsen.. as im writing this post.. pple tink im sad or something.. gotta hide their feelings.. dun dare 2 tell.. telling u.. life is so UNPREDICTABLE.. anything can happen anytime.. u never know when u gonna.. erm.. kiao.. haha.. sorri.. but its true lor.. mayb tml.. mayb later.. who noes.. its ur fate n how it ends.. stress.. always the culprit.. homework.. the cause.. tests.. the terrible tragedy..
+Loving u, isnt easy.. it takes me time n effort to do so.. i have to rack my brains to think of u all the time.. coz of that i have more white hair.. haiz.. jkjk.. y time n effort? coz it will be hard 2 4get u.. takes me time.. n the effort.. wad crap.. what a stupid line+ hahaz.. u stupid fool.. dunno how lucky u r.. haiz.. STUPID FOOL!!! haiz..
sobx sobx.. crying.. sobbing.. i just cant stop thinking.. haiz..
Mormor thought at.
9:39 PM
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hey.. so yesterday was deb's b'day.. so happy b'day!!! hahaz.. well.. all went well in school.. had a pretty nice day.. erm.. went down dan talk n play a little.. dan later go home n eat 1st.. dan go down again.. had satay 2 eat!! yummy!! haha.. noah loved it man.. haha.. received many presents.. thanks!! haha.. noah's was the best.. he gave me a rock.. haha.. a special rock.. haha.. so we play block.. but the game ended so fast.. just went 2 16 floor dan caught liao.. guess we all didnt feel like playing.. dan talk.. sing songs.. practically quite boring la.. but somehow.. oso ok.. haha.. erm.. later cut cake.. sing songs.. take photos.. haha.. thanks alot!! the cake dam delicious sia.. creamy.. haha.. dan talk talk.. dan later nat go home liao.. hugged her.. haha.. thanks nat.. u're such a great friend.. heehee.. dan the rest of us talk n arm wrestle until like 11.30pm dan go home lor.. haha.. so 2day.. emily, gp,dolly,norman n lendl came 2 do project.. received somemore presents.. thanks alot.. hahaz.. n project finished.. yes.. havent touch mah homework.. haiz.. slacking.. again.. haiz.. 2day larry's b'day so happy b'day... haha..
Tml mine coming... tink it will be a boRing day.. haiz.. wonder if anyhing special will happen.. u tink so? Naah..
Excuses.. S**t.. blahz.. haha..
Byee
Mormor thought at.
5:14 PM
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Thursday, January 27, 2005
the wind was so nice.. strong.. cooL.. i sat down there n thought.. thought n thought.. thought of many things.. my life.. my doings.. my thoughts.. haha.. Reflections..
Tml.. will be the day.. deb's b'day... but nat n friends.. celebrating 4 deb, larry n me.. i wonder if im excited.. haha.. hope so.. 2day.. went 2 lot 1 in search of deb n ms lim's present.. bought it.. yes.. haha..
keep thinking of this sentence.. wo hui xuan zhe fang qi ni shi ying wei wo tai ai ni... going bonkers.. my life is simplicity.. but complicated as well.. i wonder why.. things juz never remain the same.. haiz.. life.. unpredictable..
If i could write things in this blog n no one will commend.. instead juz 4get about it.. dan.. but no way.. pple's nature.. so curious.. alwayz asking.. they take control of ur life.. they wanna noe where u go.. what u doing.. when u going.. its like dis.. hello.. its mah life u noe.. hahaz..
okiez.. i got quite good results 4 maths test n im happy coz now i've got maths tuition.. yeah.. thanks t-cher.. haha.. sch things.. going well.. love my class now.. enjoying myself.. they rawk..
+ don't waste ur time on me ur already the voice inside my heart.. i miss you..+ blink 182 i miss you that song.. hahaz.. nice song.. american idol is back... yeah.. but i never watch.. geez..
Let's talka bout mah b'day... wad m i gonna do? NO IDEA.... hahaz.. wondering..
Dunno wad 2 blog.. just that im feeling both happy n sad... mixed feelings.. know y? somebody tell me.. coz i have no idea.. i nid time 2 tink.. but time never is enough.. i nid 4eva.. Love my frens loads n loads.. they rock.. without.. i wonder where i would be.. hahaz..
Love you 4 eternity.. my dear frens.. keep my life going.. thanks alot.. nitezz
Mormor thought at.
9:46 PM
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Wednesday, January 26, 2005
mah mood is back liaoz... hahaz..
He's back.. She's back.. Both came back.. yes.. they did.. But i tink, they're gonna leave soon.. Y muz they... cant they stay awhile longer?
Kkz.. had piano 2day.. she aint coming on sunday coz its mah b'day!!! yea!! Now my mood is back, my excitement back oso!! haha.. wonder what we doing on fri.. i wonder..
he was busy.. 4gave him.. she was busy.. 4gave her.. sorri.. hahaz.. now listening 2 qi li xiang by jay chou.. omg.. the song dam nice.. borrowed da CD frm weini.. thanks alot.. thanks lendl 4 da taufik CD 2.. later nida burn 4 emily n ruiyan.. hahaz..
+ 4 better or worse, till death do us part... i love you with every beat of my heart n i swear...+ song title ish i swear.. sung by sly.. hahaz.. really nice words.. so sweet.. so sad.. hahaz.. things juz will never be the same again.. it will go back.. but later fade.. like dis? so fragile.. Havent seen 4 days.. he said.. yes i havent.. so did SHE.. yah..
+ late at nite when all the world is dreaming, i stay up n tink of you, n i wish on a star, tt somewhere u r tinking of me 2.. coz im dreaming of you 2nite till tml i'll be holding you tight..+ song frm selena's dreaming of you.. so sweet oso.. dreamt of him? yeah.. cooL.. upsetting..
hate homework.. hate tests.. hate exams.. drivin me up the wall.. stay cool stay calm.. relax.. hahaz.. 2day.. im happy.. yes im.. reassured abt something.. things did work out afterall.. just nidded some time 2 cool down.. ahaz.. k.. dit said i sound like im dying... depressed.. Im NOT.. haha.. CRAP i told you... just dunno wad 2 write.. hahaz.. dun feel like blogging.. haha.. dunno y.. gtg.. nitez
Mormor thought at.
9:53 PM
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Tuesday, January 25, 2005
haha.. feel like bloggin somemore.. so im back again.. Listening 2 lindsay lohan's songs.. nice.. tell me wad its like 2 break someone's heart or be heartbr0ken? painful? yepxx.. i guess sho.. 2 break someone's heart.. ur heartless.. 2 be heartbr0ken.. ur oso heartless.. get wad i mean? haha.. as in without a heart? lolz
He's gone.. She's gone..both gone.. y? they met.. they left.. i walk the lonely street on the boulevard of br0ken dreams.. everything's broken.. useless.. waited 4 the rain.. 2 no avail.. issit still worth waiting? or shld i give up? Tell mi abt it.. im tired.. helpless.. stranded.. im broken.. not in the HEART.. but in the MIND.. coz.. im LOST.. lolz
dis blog is so FULL of CRAP.. coz ima crapper.. n i have loads 2 say.. which i kept in mah heart n mah mind 4 so long.. until im going 2 explode.. i needa release.. nid someone there 4 me.. but who can i talk 2? NOBODY.. coz no one cares.. they never listen.. they claim 2.. but do they?
Till now.. i have yet 2 write my deepest secrets here.. coz.. naahz.. not gonna tell.. secrets as in?? u may ask.. as in secrets.. yup.. weini likes mah post.. oo.. she likes it.. thanks.. hahaz..
Iloveyou.. ihateyou.. that's how it is.. 1 min love.. next min hate.. so izzit love or hate? Nobody noes.. * the more i try 2 feel, the less im whole* lindsay's song part-of-lyric.. He's really gone.. not 4eva.. but temporarily which was like 4eva.. will he come back? I dunno.. Will fate bring us 2gether again?? i dunno.. My life.. ruined..
FYI.. all this is so full of crap.. but maybe its mah feelings.. confused n crazy.. haha..
Mormor thought at.
9:18 PM
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5 more days 2 my b'day but im not in the least excited.. no idea y.. though nat n frens celebrating 4 deb, larry n mi.. but im not excited?!?! dunno y.. really no idea.. hahaz.. good luck 4 dit's bball tournament.. hope they win.. 2day they lost but never.. failure is the mother to success.. muahahas... *fingers crossed*.. hahaz.. + Never let the fear of striking out, keep u frm playing the game+.. my current msn nick.. hahaz.. tink noah's msn nick is the funniest.. it goes " sch suckz...... N a happy new year".. dOtz.. haha.. contradicting.. hahaz.. im in a not-so-good mood 2day either.. my mood hasn't been that good.. i wonder why.. coz arghh.. feel like killing u.. hahaz.. violent.. evil.. that's me.. wad i want 4 my b'day.. i want something.. no one can give me.. haha.. so 4get it.. i'll find it myself.. Define love.. something 2 b treasured.. that's nat's ans.. something 2 b treasured.. yup.. but some dun do it.. they treasure dan don't treasure.. duh.. everyone's special in their own way.. yes.. its the way u tink.. miracles.. do u believe in 'em? It depends.. You decide your own believes n ur destiny.. where u wanna go.. who u wanna b.. what u wanna do.. nobody can mess with your life.. Heck care.. that's something my cousin likes to do.. haha.. but i care.. i have to.. i can't just leave everything aside.. otherwise.. FINISHED.. said we gonna race.. see who reach heaven 1st.. who do u tink will be the 1st? No idea.. u can die 2day.. or tml.. or anyother day.. u decide.. 4 me.. i decided 2 die on someday.. when life is really meaningless.. but maybe i won't die.. coz life is NOT meaningless.. it is meaningful.. Crap.. Lame rite.. i can't help it.. im depressed.. n when ur depressed.. u call the hotline.. 67773777.. free happy meal.. lame.. that's sueyee n my idea.. haha..he's online.. but busy.. he's offline.. but busy.. y is he always so busy? or y is SHE? i dunno.. waiting 2 find out.. n if i could tell him/her.. I will alwayz wait 4 the rain coz u're the 1 i have been looking 4.. THE ONE.. (like i believe).. dis is so crap.. dis r my feelings k? haha.. Really crap.. dReaming of you.. come out of my dream n enter reality.. face it..
Mormor thought at.
8:27 PM
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Monday, January 24, 2005
waiting for you.. its like waiting for rain in this drought.. quote frm a Cinderella story.. haha.. useless n disappointing.. kk.. wadever.. told ... something.. he's the onli one who noes.. hahaz.. wadever.. crap.. argh.. saw nick's blog.. he's like love sick.. or something.. haha.. mi 2.. like real.. y would i be.. haha.. 2day derek's b'day.. so happy b'day.. haha.. told someone roughly wads happening.. feelin much better.. thanks alot 4 listening.. haha... *wo hui xuan zhe fang qi ni shi ying wei wo tai ai ni*.. kk.. sentence frm jay chou's anjing.. aka sly's!! yeah!! haha.. mad liao.. crapx.. got darius no.. kk.. cooL.. can talk next time.. kk.. *piang*.. something broke.. guess wad.. my heart.. sobx sobx.. lol.. jkjk.. If it broke dan i would be dead by now.. mayb i shld.. coz.. things juz wont work.. tests everyday.. going crazy.. life sux.. like wad jet said.. tested.. proven.. lol.. sometimes it rocks.. but not alwayz.. having probs with my life? wad do ya tink.. kk.. mayb some of you dun understand my post.. but that's ok.. juz go figure it out.. heartbr0ken? naah.. but mayb.. but coz of who.. who noes.. who cares.. things just wont work.. y wouldnt it.. pple live carefree lives.. but mine in deception.. k.. mayb all this while i had b lying 2 myself.. just wouldn't face reality.. crap.. weini n i want to sue pple.. but how n who.. lame.. nvm.. getting late.. n i havent even touched my work.. been slacking.. hate it.. but cant control.. hate slacking.. but addicted 2 msn.. wad 2 do..regretted? Naah.. never.. choose the path mysefl.. should never regret it.. but cherish it.. Fate brought us to it.. Destiny was it? haha.. gtg.. bye..
Mormor thought at.
9:55 PM
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Sunday, January 23, 2005
Hiyee.. Later have piano.. arghh.. i hate doing theory.. it really sucks.. but wad 2 do.. theory exam coming liaoz dan no choice lor.. Watched cinderella story like so many times liao.. like tt show lots. haha.. happily ever after.. yesterday Emily, Caijun and Jolyn came my house rehearse the lit dramatization.. wahahahs.. Caijun dam funny.. we tell ghost stories dan got frightened.. tink mr v.lee the ju-on that story so fake sia.. waad rubbish.. hahaha.. they left like around 5pm.. dan later 5.30pm go down lor.. nor, deb, yinglun, zanyu and larry went down.. dan nor, sam, deb n me play monkey frisbee.. we got so ji dong.. scream n scream.. very funny man.. haha.. dan later borrow zanyu basketball play.. dan later the boys go home liao.. Haiz.. dan we continue playing lor.. my day sounds so boring rite.. Hope 2day nat, noah n nick got go down dan not so boring liao.. at least got some entertainment.. really miss the holidays.. but u noe wad.. this year holidays will be different.. coz of something.. well.. i dunno.. juz feel so sad.. Really enjoyed my 2 months of holidays last year lor.. It was so grEat.. missed those days.. carefree days.. dis year.. everything so different.. Everyone so busy.. Nor p6 liao.. PSLE.. Nicholas sec 4 liao.. O levels.. Nat n i sec 2 liao.. Streaming.. Sam n deb p5.. oso busy coz next year PSLE.. jet n larry.. sec 1.. dan go ACSI good sch so very busy.. haiz.. everything changes.. time really flies.. y did it have to be this way.. gonna miss things the way they were.. Life is so unpredictable.. anything can happen.. ok.. i sound like im depressed or something.. Siaoz.. Mad.. hahaz.. im not.. just feeling sad.. haha.. wadever.. hope things brighten up.. Smile.. stay happy... that's my motto. yupz.. hahhazz..
Mormor thought at.
12:58 PM
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Friday, January 21, 2005
Haha.. well.. havent blog 4 quite a while.. coz i wrote in mah diary.. very long no write leh.. dan if dun write in mah diary dan not fair to the diary... lol.. Hm.. Haiz.. yesterday had a very tiring day.. Got choir until 5.30pm.. sIanxxz man... dan go the daimler chrysler thingy.. boRing lorz.. haha.. Later go home liao dan go down.. lucky 2day no nid go sch.. or else i dam tired lor.. Selamat hari raya 2 all my malay frens.. haha.. yesterday janne b'day.. HabBi B'day!! haha.. My b'day oso coming liao.. 30 Jan.. haha.. so is deb n larry b'day.. so coincidental lor.. deb b'day 28.. larry 29.. dan mine 30... haha.. cooL 2 celebrate all 3 b'days 2gether.. actually wads the point of having a blog if u cant even write ur deepest secrets here.. so lame rite... write liao dan pple will start saying or waad la.. so stupid.. cant they juz keep quiet n be more matured n stop teasing n asking... getting really fed-up liaoz.. sorri.. my mood now not so good.. i oso dunno y.. haiz.. Oh yah.. 19 jan was sylvester's b'day!! Happy b'day sly my idol!!! I love ya alwayz!! haha.. Still have project havent do.. argh... still have homework n tests to study 4.. haiz. haiz.. sian.. 2day Huiyi n dinah b'day.. so happy b'day.. waahz.. so many pple b'day.. going bonkers liao.. Missing the holidays.. havent seen noah n nick 4 quite some time le.. haha.. cute hamtaro n human ipod.. haha.. havent listened to perfect 10 4 quite some time liao.. addicted to internet.. n my hp.. SMSing non-stop.. wait the bill explode ar.. die die.. haha.. hope not.. trying 2 cut down.. but.. some things cannot wait.. grab n treasure the opportunity b4 all is gone.. but i guess u pple dunno wad im talking abt.. dun ask oso.. dunno how 2 say.. just wish it will not happen.. coz i will be.. duh.. nvm... haha.. blog mayb at nite... hope 2 haf fun 2day.. starting of 3 days holidays.. but soon it will be mon n got test again.. wad the... haiz.. byee
Mormor thought at.
12:19 PM
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Sunday, January 16, 2005
Hiyee... Hm.. nth much happened actually.. hahazz.. just blog 4 fun.. Taufik album released liao.. budden im not a taufik fan.. lolx.. muahaha.. Im a sly fan!! yAy!!
2day onli larry n yinglun went down.. i went n played shooting with them.. haha..
Im sobbing 4 something.. but i cant tell ya.. sobx sobx..
Mormor thought at.
7:46 PM
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Friday, January 14, 2005
ah... friday arrive le.. haha.. Happy b'day Audrey!! Erm.. so sch 2day was fine.. English t-cher dam nice man.. extend our reccess 4 15mins.. thanks! haha.. soon sch ended dan go home.. go online but nobody... dan 4pm go ytps.. alot of 6b-2004 went back.. haha.. juz like us when we first graduated.. miss ytps soo much.. haha.. managed 2 return mr woo's unbrella liao.. haha.. Candice, tj, dit n nat went back.. so little pple but we still enjoyed ourselves la.. haha.. talked crap.. omg.. i keep ........ .. ..... haha.. yikes.. haha.. dan later 5.30pm go back YMG.. went downstairs.. Sam, deb, jannelle, janne, jet, noah n larry went down... Juz talk talk la.. never play.. haha.. lazy.. my shoulder still not healed.. SiAnzzz man.. cannot do pull up.. cannot do turn.. haha.. now chattin onine.. so much homework.. haiz.. kkz, tt's all.. nitee
Mormor thought at.
9:24 PM
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Thursday, January 13, 2005
Well.. my shoulder better now lar.. healing liao.. haha.. Yay!! Friday coming liao.. 1 week pass liao.. sho fast.. shld b going back ytps tml lar... dunnno who going back.. hope more pple going.. haiz.. tml audrey's b'day le.. Happi B'day 2 u!! haha.. I hate a guy in my class.. he's damm disgusting n irritating.. yuckz.. sorri la.. shall not say who he is.. in case.. he come bash mi up until !@$*#&$%&@^.. lolx.. Ah.. something nice has happened.. but its a secret.. haha.. shhsshh.. kkz, nth much.. byee.. nitexx
Mormor thought at.
9:52 PM
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Sunday, January 09, 2005
aLL i remember was tt i jumped..n was swinging.. Suddenly, my hand lost grip of da baR..
I fell and landed on my back.. i knocked my head n my shoulder was in pain.. i cried.. i heard many voices.. i recalled many things.. dan my dad came.. i couldn't remember a single thing!!??!! I was scared.. lost.. in pain.. couldn't recall what had happened.. My frens got a fright.. Next thing i knew.. i was at home.. My dad said i had a bad fall n a bad shock.. tt's y i had a sudden memory loss.. thank god im still alive.. Phew...
Mormor thought at.
11:25 PM
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Wednesday, January 05, 2005
haizz.. it's back 2 sch.. so sian lor.. very lucky form t-cher still da same.. YaY!! haha.. some change some same.. haiz.. 3rd day onli got homework liao.. y liddat??!?! bopian.. wad 2 do.. t-cher say muz do so do lor.. dun haf a choice wad..haha.. yvonnee b'dae coming liao.. 2day Agnessa's b'day.. HaPpi b'dAy!! lolx.. got friendster le.. haha.. hope get moree fwens.. tml got P.E.. die.. muz run again.. haha.. kkz, nth much.. nitexx..**
Mormor thought at.
5:17 AM
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Saved by Grace, Loved by God
[ Life's sweet and yummy ~*
`Mor,MorMor or Morsha
` I'm a child of God, a very loved one as all children of His are.
`loves God, family, friends, music, chocolates, laughing, having fun, disney, lil kids and mickey's house.
` And i just wish someone would understand the magic of my wonderland.
` I have often dreamed, that my life would be,like a fairytale; A perfect fantasy...
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