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Wednesday, July 29, 2009
Mickey's Avenue :DDDD
Oh i hope to visit Disneyland with a loved one, one day. (:
Its funny how when time permits you to sleep, you'd rather do something else than sleep. Then you end up sleeping at all the wrong times and wrong places.
School's been more than a mouthful, with mid years that just passed and the prelims drawing closer in a strange fashion. Strange because i've never felt so unmotivated and demoralised to actually study hard hard hard hard for my prelims which will probably be a good gauge of how prepared i am for Alevels. And the conclusion? - I am, not prepared. And reality check: I've only got about 4 weeks left to the prelims of which GP will start it with a loud and horrifying bang.
Nonetheless, we've been having alot of revision lectures and tutorials, and i've been doing my homework and revising at the same time, hoping that everything shall fall into place like really soon or i'll be more than dead. This sounds so pessimistic, but honestly, i'm tired and trying to regain focus every now and then.
Then again, in the midst of darkness, there are things to be thankful about. I'm thankful for the bunch of classmates that i have and i am enjoying their company more each day. Its kinda like we're going through this huge trial together, facing disappointments, stress, overload and stuff. However, we always try to fill our school days with laughter, over really funny things, and over really silly things. Laughter seriously is the best medicine, Amen to that. haha.
I find that my brain is kind of saturated. Hmm, i need a bigger brain. Sadly thats not possible, so i'll just make do with it. And Lord, I need help.
And to regain focus, let's take a look at Psalm 73:21-24.
When my heart was grieved and my spirit embittered,
I was senseless and ignorant;
I was a brute beast before you.
Yet I am always with You;
You hold me by your right hand.
You guide me with Your counsel, and afterward You will take me into glory.
But as for me, it is good to be near God.
I have made the sovereign Lord my refuge;
I will tell of all your deeds. (:
To my friends, here's to you: A friend is the first person who comes in when the whole world has gone out. And i'm more than willing to be that friend. (: (Awwwww....)
To Ruiying: Just call my name, and I'll be there.... ( By the Jackson 5) hahaha.
I shall end this post with my all time favourite phrase to hang onto,
GOD IS GOOD, ALL THE TIME. :DDDD
Sunday, June 21, 2009
i'm into my last week of the "holidays" already.
things that happened:
- back to school for extra lessons
- family went to korea and came back safe and sound
- meals with friends
- cousin stayover
- late night home movies :DDDDDD
- gospel rally practices
- dvbs recee
Uh, thats all i can remember. sheesh, its either i have a bad memory or thats really all i did in the past three weeks. Okay lah, its quite alot actually in a short span of three weeks, plus all the revision i'm supposed-to-do-but-not-fully-completed-yet. Extension of the holidays due to H1N1 sounds cool but then again, it may not be good.
i'm tired of all the guessing games, but i can't give up, neither can i blow up.
Saturday, June 06, 2009
My genius sister captured this killer shot of my brother. (:
I miss them, totally.
My family's in korea now, and i'm left alone to an unusually empty and quiet home with my grandma. Why didn't i go? Because firstly, i happen to have two days of school during their vacation period, and i've got tons to study for the exams right after the june hols.
And its going to be one of the most agonizing weeks ever without my brother and my sister.
I feel awfully alone. I just want to sit down and cry.
But take heart, they'll be back soon, on friday(12 june). And as much as people always say that time flies, i don't really care to look on that bright side now because when a person is upset, they usually can't think straight.
Sent them off at the airport last night, and thankfully i had a shoulder to cry on (: (thank you so much)
Lord, please take me through this lonely period. Use me even this one week to touch the life of somebody with Your love.
Helped out at a children's home near Kovan today. Painted the dorms to make the home a more colourful and vibrant place for the kids there to live in, which once again reminded me of how fortunate the bulk of us are. Never ever take things for granted.
if you're looking for a nice song to hear, go find one titled Your heart will lead you home by Kenny Loggins. nice (:
Wednesday, June 03, 2009
I've been playing the song( Jai Ho) from slumdog millionaire almost the entire afternoon today, and it came as quite a shock to me that there's a version by the pussycat dolls. Haha. I like the song. haha. Its nice.
Anyway, its the june holidays! :DDDD or :(((((( (because its mugging time)
I had a great kickstart to my holidays with the yp outing/games on the 30th May in which we played touch rugby, ultimate frisbee and captain's ball the entire afternoon. I had a pretty good workout and was awarded with body aches the next day. signs of ageing again. haha. Oh and thank God for the really good weather!
Then there was Dawn's birthday celebration/SAKAE SUSHI BUFFET on monday after maths lecture with the girls. I miss the food!!!! Haha. The buffet only starts at 3pm and we arrived at cityhall at like one plus so we kinda just wandered around from citylink to suntec and to marina square. Ah hao, py and i shared this really nice ice cream from a shop down the lane. It was quite expensive, but the money was worth it.
Our tummies were rumbling as we walked and we kept checking our watches for the time to show that its nearing 3pm so we could make our way to sakae. We had a great meal, clearing at least 60plus plates between the 8 of us. ( Cherlene, we really wished you'd joined us, but you were stuck at AB camp. :( And yes, the exciting part: we placed Dawn's birthday presents on a sushi plate and requested for the waitress to present it to her. She got quite a shock when she was served the plate of presents, thinking it was some complementary dish from sakae. HAHA but it was a good surprise. Heh. We were so stuffed and i skipped dinner altogether and returned to an empty home because my maid has returned to indonesia for her sister's wedding and my family was out for dinner.
And so, i seized the opportunity and spammed my music CDs on the player and went dancing around the house as a form of exercise and to de-stress. HAHAHA. I hope there were no secret cameras around the house. XD
My schedule says that i've alot to revise and complete ASAP if i want to get reasonable results for the midyears. I need a bottomless stomach so that i can munch on stuff while i study for motivation, but sadly, i think my stomach shrank. It gets bloated easily. :( Nevermind, i'll figure out other innovative ways to keep me going as i mug.
We spend our strength extinguishing fires that if left alone, would burn out on their own.
Come on, strike out in ridiculous faith and show the world how great God is. (:
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
reminiscing the not too long ago times in Japan. (:
i hope to go there again someday, and this time, i'll make sure i'll spend a longer time in Disneyland. :DDD and i'll hunt for mickey just to get a shot with him. hehe.
we're standing near the 6th month of the year already, and i wonder what the future beholds ( although i can roughly tell what will be up and coming. haha )
Lets see, with the dawn of the june holidays, i can expect having to return to school for makeup lectures and tutorial sessions for the 1st two weeks, crazy mugging days, more sleep (i hope), some fun inbetween and possibly read and finish a book. I haven't gotten my hands on the latest Aunt Dimity book. haha
"If by compromise is meant that i should cease from my duty, I cannot make it. I fear God more than i fear man. Crush me if you will, but i shall die at my post. " - Elijah Lovejoy.
Saturday, May 23, 2009
i sit there totally baffled and confused by the many swirls around me.
This world is full of mystery.
God, please show me.
Monday, May 18, 2009
to the spotlight home,
now our time has come!
Saved by Grace, Loved by God
and yummy ~*
MorMor or Morsha
` I'm a child of God, a very loved one as all children of His are.
God, family, friends, music, chocolates, laughing, having fun, disney, lil kids and mickey's house.
` And i just wish someone would understand the magic of my wonderland.
` I have often dreamed, that my life would be,
like a fairytale;
A perfect fantasy...
[x] Ah peng
[x] Qi An
[x] Swee Kee
[x] Enling jie
[x] Timothy Joachim
[x] Michelle Tham
[x] Michelle Goh
[x] Dawn Eng
[x] Hannah Erh
Memories, bitter or sweet
eye of the storm
your heart will lead you home
a question without judging
danny and sawyer!
i hope not
exhaustion of the synapse